mcroger

What up!! I am supposed to be in work, they called me at like 11:40, well Mark probably got Kenneth to do it... Apparently Mark is in love with me, according to Kenneth, who is talking out of his ass.
But I must admit, I have been doing the rules on Mark, to see if they worked. He's perfect for it. Either way, if Mark likes me I am over the moon because he is quite a catch, but Allan is his friend and I like Allan and it's not like I even have a chioce or anything...
LOOK at me talking like I have to choose between them,
I DON'T...
but if I did...
I'd go with Allan... WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER, WINNER...
they'll name a city after him, he is so great...

I am working at three, you can just so that in TNS...

I was out and about in my ford falcon on Friday, I went all the way to the Village and I told all my straight laced friends who are accountants and computer programmers and engineers and quantaty (okay I can't spell that word) survyors and nurses and schtuff like that I was getting my nipple pierced and they all told me not to do it... I wasn't shocked at all, I knew they'ed say that but now I'm thinking maybe they are all right, they're always right about everything else...
I am confused...
I was telling Brian how ridiclous his shirt was, he used to select his shirts based on my opinion but now he has a girlfriend he no longer cares.
He was wearing this lovely white shirt with thin pale green, blue and yellow strips and it just looked lovely on him, it really suited him, then on the shirt for some reason, at the shoulder, all the way around, there were these two beige strips with brown lines on them. It just was so silly, I told him so and I told him why these nonsense strips were detramental to him and he just said "Sue (thats not my name, I don't know why he calls me that) I don't care..."
I was like Charming Brian, fucking charming. Now he's with someone else, he just couldn't give a fuck and I wasn't like that with him when I met Eddy.

I'm sorry this is going on so long and is so boring...

and then about a minute later, when I was chatting away to Declan and Dave, Brian turned to me and was like "Sue?" and I just said "Brain, I thought you didn't care?" I know it was juvinille, but for the love of god...
I'm not actually that hurt, I no longer like Brian that way, but it was just a shock, he was just telling me he no longer likes me, if he ever did...
It's just one of those things...
I didn't bother taking any photos of him, I doubt he cared...
I doubt I care to have any...

This boy on MySpace told me if I lived near him, in New York, he'd take me out on a date... I was so happy even though it was virtual, it was still nice to hear...

I must dash and ready myself for work. I have to look amazing for I am continuing the rules on Mark, one must never look crap infront of the object of desire...
Funny, that, I don't even desire him...
It's good to make an effort...

I am sorry about this entry...
Later...
McRoger...