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It's New Year's Eve, I'm in Glendora
I'm the only living person in Glendora
Headin' east on the freeway
I left my prom dress on the bus stop in Duarte
I switch the rules, you take advantage
You know I always like to play the victim
And would you fuck me? 'Cause I'd fuck me
Am I your wetnap?
Freestyle walkin'

I cry, cry, cry,...
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itburns:
Fuck it. YOU ARE 18/19 years old and should be fucking around. It is the time to sleep around.
zanafar:
Did she know about you when he was with you and fucking her? If not....then she is just as much a victim as you were....if so...then fuck her.
Dont forget that he deserves a good bit of blame too
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ugghhhh....

i'm sooooo sick...

cannot breath...cannot talk...

*cough cough*

also, Meaney is gonna kill me if i don't solve the riddle. somebody, save me. frown

hafta go buy tissues. love you guys. love
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joshxxx:
I hope you feel better soon.
bokbokmiao420:
BRAINS
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happy mother's day.

today, i'm going to celebrate the fact that i had life inside of me. instead of mourning the loss of that life, i'm going to be happy. i was a mother. for a short period of time, yes, but still a mother. i love her with every ounce of me even now.

Amina, today is for you.

today, i celebrate the idea...
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mrstitches:
Well, that is quite the redeeming characteristic.
suxcitystalker:
thank you. Oh i am sorry for your loss, sweetie *hugs*
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infinity:
i like it biggrin
noctem:
Hey, that's pretty good biggrin I don't think I've ever seen any of your work before. Got any more?
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these are letters we wrote to the baby. i named her Amina, although i didn't know the sex. in the summer, we'll make a doll together of what she might have looked like. it's been rough on both of us. i can't even get through both of them without getting tear-y. i'm posting them on the intra-web, sort of my way of sending it into...
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unique3:
*hugs*
I got a little choked up myself. I can only imagine what you feel. I hope as days go by the pain is a little less each day. you'll never forget but I hope some day you'll feel at peace with it and know it was not your fault. kiss
billthecat:
Well hello whoda thunk running into you online biggrin sorry to hear about your loss lots of long distance hugs to you let me know how to get ahold of you "take that any way you want to" reach me atlehnhart2000@yahoo.com its good to hear from you and thank you for the happy birthday
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chakakaa.

today was okay, i suppose. i'm doing better.

i lost the baby. and i'm done with the father.

things can only go up from here.

thanks for all the support, you guys. i promise, i'll comment very soon. it's been a real meat-grinder month, and i've been neglectful. frown

*love*
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punknitemike:
u should come out to troy for my PUNK NITE BLOWOUT show...check out the poster in my journal, its pretty sweet & gonna be one helluva time!
noctem:
surreal What? Damn, what did I miss? Have I been gone that long? I'm sorry to hear about the loss frown It's only once you've lost everything, that you are free to do anything. Hope it gets better kiss Late....
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frankeng:
that kicks ass
noctem:
That is fucking awesome biggrin
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well. here's the short of it.

he cheated on me. then he lied to me about it, telling me he was too drunk to remember who she was, that he was too guilty to be in any kind of relationship right now, that it was only necking.

i find out, through others, that he did it with a friend of ours, that they had UNPROTECTED...
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noctem:
Christ, sorry to hear that it was that bad frown Well I know something like this isn't going to go away overnight, so I wish you the best in finding a way to get through this. And if you can stick around, I'm sure all of us would be willing to talk or help out any way we can wink Good luck, hope to see you back soon though kiss Late...
legionnaire:
Sorry to hear it. people can be jerks, best thing to do is just move on.
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Richie_Dagger left me today. i've never really felt so empty before...i cried a lot this morning, and now i think i'm just too tired to cry. i feel like i got hit by an invisable car.

i feel like i'm drowning in air.

i'm still planning on becoming a Suicide Girl. he may not love me anymore, but goddamit, somebody does. i love myself. and...
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legionnaire:
Sorry to hear about that. But hey, a lof of guys are jerks, it's way too soon to give up yet.
noctem:
Ooo...I'm sorry frown Those situations are never easy. But you seem like a strong person. I'm sure you'll be alright. Give it some time. And if being an SG is what you really want, then go for it. Good luck. You've got much love here wink Late......