these are letters we wrote to the baby. i named her Amina, although i didn't know the sex. in the summer, we'll make a doll together of what she might have looked like. it's been rough on both of us. i can't even get through both of them without getting tear-y. i'm posting them on the intra-web, sort of my way of sending it into...
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chakakaa.
today was okay, i suppose. i'm doing better.
i lost the baby. and i'm done with the father.
things can only go up from here.
thanks for all the support, you guys. i promise, i'll comment very soon. it's been a real meat-grinder month, and i've been neglectful.
*love*
today was okay, i suppose. i'm doing better.
i lost the baby. and i'm done with the father.
things can only go up from here.
thanks for all the support, you guys. i promise, i'll comment very soon. it's been a real meat-grinder month, and i've been neglectful.
*love*
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punknitemike:
u should come out to troy for my PUNK NITE BLOWOUT show...check out the poster in my journal, its pretty sweet & gonna be one helluva time!
noctem:
What? Damn, what did I miss? Have I been gone that long? I'm sorry to hear about the loss It's only once you've lost everything, that you are free to do anything. Hope it gets better 
Late....
What? Damn, what did I miss? Have I been gone that long? I'm sorry to hear about the loss It's only once you've lost everything, that you are free to do anything. Hope it gets better Late....
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frankeng:
that kicks ass
noctem:
That is fucking awesome 
well. here's the short of it.
he cheated on me. then he lied to me about it, telling me he was too drunk to remember who she was, that he was too guilty to be in any kind of relationship right now, that it was only necking.
i find out, through others, that he did it with a friend of ours, that they had UNPROTECTED...
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he cheated on me. then he lied to me about it, telling me he was too drunk to remember who she was, that he was too guilty to be in any kind of relationship right now, that it was only necking.
i find out, through others, that he did it with a friend of ours, that they had UNPROTECTED...
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noctem:
Christ, sorry to hear that it was that bad Well I know something like this isn't going to go away overnight, so I wish you the best in finding a way to get through this. And if you can stick around, I'm sure all of us would be willing to talk or help out any way we can 
Good luck, hope to see you back soon though Late...
Well I know something like this isn't going to go away overnight, so I wish you the best in finding a way to get through this. And if you can stick around, I'm sure all of us would be willing to talk or help out any way we can Good luck, hope to see you back soon though Late...
legionnaire:
Sorry to hear it. people can be jerks, best thing to do is just move on.
Richie_Dagger left me today. i've never really felt so empty before...i cried a lot this morning, and now i think i'm just too tired to cry. i feel like i got hit by an invisable car.
i feel like i'm drowning in air.
i'm still planning on becoming a Suicide Girl. he may not love me anymore, but goddamit, somebody does. i love myself. and...
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i feel like i'm drowning in air.
i'm still planning on becoming a Suicide Girl. he may not love me anymore, but goddamit, somebody does. i love myself. and...
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legionnaire:
Sorry to hear about that. But hey, a lof of guys are jerks, it's way too soon to give up yet.
noctem:
Ooo...I'm sorry Those situations are never easy. But you seem like a strong person. I'm sure you'll be alright. Give it some time. And if being an SG is what you really want, then go for it. Good luck. You've got much love here Late......
Those situations are never easy. But you seem like a strong person. I'm sure you'll be alright. Give it some time. And if being an SG is what you really want, then go for it. Good luck. You've got much love here Late......i feel like a bad friend. you guys are all so nice to comment on my site, and i don't get a chance to comment on yours...well, starting tomorrow, the commenting commences! RAR!!!
Richie_Dagger...his account expired, and now i am sad. ~_~ if i had the spare money, i'd renew it for him.
i made some new friends down the hall, who are very...
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Richie_Dagger...his account expired, and now i am sad. ~_~ if i had the spare money, i'd renew it for him.
i made some new friends down the hall, who are very...
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bbw_witch_78:
Man, I hate the people down the hall from me. Noisy people suck!!! 
noctem:
Hey there, I saw you joined the HST group Not even death can stop him. We'll keep him with us one way or another Late....
Not even death can stop him. We'll keep him with us one way or another Late....okay, okay. i'm sorry for not updating for a while. if i had testicles, school would have them in a vice. A VICE, I SAY!!!
i've been playing a lot of "vampire the masquerade: bloodlines". it's really good. it's a shitty bootleg copy, so it lags a lot and crashes, but it beats paying 50 smakaroos for it. i'll buy a copy once the price...
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i've been playing a lot of "vampire the masquerade: bloodlines". it's really good. it's a shitty bootleg copy, so it lags a lot and crashes, but it beats paying 50 smakaroos for it. i'll buy a copy once the price...
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suxcitystalker:
So how are things going? I just wanted to stop by and say hello little lady! 
have a good day!
xoxo,
enolaB
have a good day!
xoxo,
enolaB
littlecooter:
Just borrow the some chapstick from the school nurse!
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suxcitystalker:
wow, Good luck to you!!!
mattoafilmscore:
awesome! congrats!
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paintedbat:
I hope you are having fun and have lots to tell us when you get back!
barny:
hey looking forward to you being back
plus i wana see a pic of your new piercing!!!!
plus i wana see a pic of your new piercing!!!!
hello, it's been a couple days. i don't think i'll get here all weekend, as we're spending it at my roomate's house in this here city. a conservative jewish family. i don't think there'll be much time for naked ladies then.
i have to go to class in a couple minutes, and i am very tired. last night bunny and i fought, so i cried...
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i have to go to class in a couple minutes, and i am very tired. last night bunny and i fought, so i cried...
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triodeguy:
Fighting with your significant other sucks, but it can make for some intense making up.
Athiesm rules!
Athiesm rules!
frankeng:
hey my yahoo name is pfirchau01 if you didn't
hello!
our verticle leap is beyond all measurment.
i don't have much to say today. the advice you guys gave about my roomate was great. we might try the locking her out of the room thing later.
i came to the realization today that everyone except me in my genetics class is a complete moron. and i don't mean that in a "oh, i'm so...
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our verticle leap is beyond all measurment.
i don't have much to say today. the advice you guys gave about my roomate was great. we might try the locking her out of the room thing later.
i came to the realization today that everyone except me in my genetics class is a complete moron. and i don't mean that in a "oh, i'm so...
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frankeng:
don't you love being smart
kritter:
Thanks for advice on my question. You are right, sometimes my skin is a little thin. Comes from a lifetime of being a pleaser. Something i'm trying to fix. Well---thank you for your be brutely honest. hope your day is great.
KRIT/
KRIT/
hokay, so.
feeling mostly better today, but not 100%. but that's still good.
i went to the tattoo and piercing parlor near my dorm, and i felt like uma thurman with pai me in "kill bill". i want to apprentice and she was like "whoa, slow down there, stupid." but it was just tough lovin' when i thought about it. she could have just said...
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feeling mostly better today, but not 100%. but that's still good.
i went to the tattoo and piercing parlor near my dorm, and i felt like uma thurman with pai me in "kill bill". i want to apprentice and she was like "whoa, slow down there, stupid." but it was just tough lovin' when i thought about it. she could have just said...
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troyage:
right on, i'm pretty much the same way if it gots zombies i dig it,except for house of the dead that movie blow goats.
icantplayguitar:
saw you in the no minions i mean friends group. looks like you've got that taken care of.
I got a little choked up myself. I can only imagine what you feel. I hope as days go by the pain is a little less each day. you'll never forget but I hope some day you'll feel at peace with it and know it was not your fault.