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hello, ladies and gentlecunts.

dallas (the first time around): SUCKED! went to meet up with an internet friend and she turned out to be a raging cuntbag. saw my best friend for a couple of hours and that is ALWAYS good. left phone charger at said cunt's apartment, realized at the bus station, and this was the catalyst for the nervous breakdown i'd been waiting...
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cosmicgirl:
Sorry your trip kinda sucked frown How did you like Austin/UT
aj_paradiselost:
Well the fuck is all that about babe? Are you in Kat still cool or what? Had I known you were there I would have called up some friends of mine. Then again, you don't have thier number. I was going to go visit them in about a month an a half. That's bullshit that it didn't work out. Fucking diversions are never what they are supposed to be. Actually, fucking often a diversion will turn us back on a path where we weren't supposed to be in the first place, A diversion can be a lie and sometimes the worst fucking thing babe. Anyway I miss ya, I always fucking do. L8er babe......Aj
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tonight, i will be getting on a bus to dallas. will get there at 4:30 in the pm tomorrow. i'll be in dallas until monday or so, and then i'll hop another bus to austin. austin 'till thursday.
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aj_paradiselost:
I'm going to visit a friend of mine in Austin in the very near future. She says alot of shows go through there and the weather is great and warm, fucking good enough for me. She was one of my hanging partners when she lived here. The spontaneous type she was. One of the friends I could always call and knew she would hang out with me at the last moment. Fuckers here are lame. If I like it enough I might move there before next winter. Anyway babe, I hope you are doing fucking well. Hope you enjoy your bus trip, I hate those fucking things. I took a bus to fucking New Mexico, fuck if I do that again........L8er........AJ
cosmicgirl:
Whatcha doin in Austin? Have you ever been before? It's so much fun, you should have a nice timesmile Except for the bus ride puke
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for fatality, frinky, and aj, my only loyal readers:

the puppies are opening their eyes, and laika's gonna drop a load soon too.

my grad school applications are (mostly) done. i applied to clinical psych phd programs at the university of texas at austin, university of south florida, and virginia tech. i applied to florida international university's lifespan developmental science phd and their creative writing...
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aj_paradiselost:
Whats " Hand on Ass" me? Can't say I've ever heard that one. Psyche assistant eh? I love the idea of a chick who might possibly make shitloads of money. Hey my affections are always for sale. I'd like to go to school for some fun shit but the problem is always finding a practical job afterwords. I've considered moving to Texas, I have some friends there, but it's difficult trying to convince my best girl to move there with me. Anyway babe, I'll talk to you L8er, hopefully soon..........AJ
cosmicgirl:
Hope you get into U of T. My sis went there and still lives down there. Austin is a really cool city (I got my first two tatts there toosmile)
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i now have a BS in psychology. i would say i don't feel different, but i do. i'm fucking SCARED of all the plans i don't have.

christmas break was nice. i went home and spent the entire time with my family voluntarily. i only saw one of my friends. it was strange. i spent time with my mom, my grandmother, and my grandfather all...
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aj_paradiselost:
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS UPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fatality:
Over one hump and onto another, eh? Do you have any ideas or hopes of what you'll do?
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i keep forgetting to update this thing. i have a million journals online.

i am officially done with my undergraduate education as of thursday afternoon. this reality is slowly dawning upon me, but i still don't think i've fully embraced its implications.

three of my PhD applications are due on wednesday and i'm still missing several transcripts and two sets of recommendation letters.

BOTH of...
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frinky:
Go to sleep already!
geekygoo:
Big Congrats! smile
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hello! i'm still alive!

spent thanksgiving in austin instead of with my family. missed them, but didn't miss the bad feeling i get after being around them for about twenty-four hours.

i'm a straight girl magnet and straight girls are messy.

i have A LOT of shit to do in the next three weeks so that i can graduate.

how's everybody else?
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aj_paradiselost:
How are you a straight girl magnet? If you attract a girl then she can't be straight. Just a question, I mean, I'm a straight guy but if I chase a dude I can see myself being too straight. No wonder a straight girl would be messy, she obviously wouldn't know what the fuck she wants. I guess you are talking about the chick at the party? Any fucking way I was looking around for that Tori song. I thought I would have some in my CD collection, and if I didn't then she would, but it was not to be. Anyway babe. I'm hungover and not giving a fuck, as usual..........L8er...AJ
necia:
Straight girl magnet, huh? Tell me about this--I don't want to be a messy straight girl, and I fear I could become one fairly easily . . . wink
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my mom just deigned to inform me that she plans on moving to north carolina in january. while my grandparents will be staying in miami, she said that i should probably remain in the south (florida doesn't count). so i've done all this work for nothing and i have to start researching schools AGAIN. fuck.
frinky:
You know what's great about being an adult? You don't have to do what your mom says.

frinky
aj_paradiselost:
Why? Do you live with her or something? I thought you and Kat had your own place?........L8er............AJ
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during the grad school application process, you e-mail professors you think would be a good fit for you at any given program, right? well, lately i've been receiving really promising e-mails from professors. the thing is, they're assuming i'm applying to their phd programs which, in two cases, i didn't intend on doing because they don't offer clinical phds. i almost equally as interested in...
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nick667:
hey whats up
nick667:
ah i doubt it shes probably sleeping
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myra:
That party looked great, and so did you hun kiss

Thanks for the compliment! I haven't been in the States, LP was in Berlin and I came around to shoot with him smile
aj_paradiselost:
LOL, hey fucker, I think I love the abuse, at least that is what the chicks at work tell me. And I think they are fucking right.........L8er..........AJ
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i have so many pictures from this weekend that i dont know what to do with myself. i would post them all, but sg doesnt give me a cut option, so im really only posting pictures of kat and i.

first, we have 80s prom, which was thursday night. kat and i were siouxsie sioux and robert smith, respectively. i even had a five o'clock...
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fatality:
Wow, what fun!
necia:
Awww, these pix rock!