1. my mom's not in the hospital anymore. i do know that it's not cancer, which is what i was worried about. i don't know was it was--they let her go without a diagnosis. six days in the hospital and no diagnosis = weird, yes? she goes back to the doctor on april 4th. might know more then.
2. STILL unpacking shit, and we've lived...
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2. STILL unpacking shit, and we've lived...
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1. my mom's in the hospital. has been since friday. no diagnosis has been made and i'm terrified it's cancer.
2. tough time sleeping, nightmares, restlessness. general feeling of unease. hate being in a different state right now.
3. a positive: one of my poems won my alma mater's literary competition. awesome.
2. tough time sleeping, nightmares, restlessness. general feeling of unease. hate being in a different state right now.
3. a positive: one of my poems won my alma mater's literary competition. awesome.
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aj_paradiselost:
DO NOT assume the worst babe. I can't stress that enough. I'd like to hear the poem you won with, you should post it. I hope the best for you baby, really I do. How is Kat? Keep me posted on how things are going with your mom. I understand you are going to be quite upset with everything going on and all but If I know you the way I think I do you can bear as much as this and more. L8er....AJ
elle:
I'll be alright if I have to teach literature courses. Anything, really, just to be immersed in this foolish womb of academia a little longer.
So, what's this all about UT-A not accepting you? That shit is my top choice... I'm so sorry to hear you didn't get in. I won't be applying until next-next fall when I graduate ('07), but I hope I can whoop my ass into shape by then. I hear it's super competitive. I may move to Austin anyway. That town is probably the best thing ever (I guess... though I've never been there, haha).
So, what's this all about UT-A not accepting you? That shit is my top choice... I'm so sorry to hear you didn't get in. I won't be applying until next-next fall when I graduate ('07), but I hope I can whoop my ass into shape by then. I hear it's super competitive. I may move to Austin anyway. That town is probably the best thing ever (I guess... though I've never been there, haha).
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andain:
Awesome tat, I have the shirt as well. Oh and your set rocks my socks 
aj_paradiselost:
Christ I fucking love that ink babe...L8er...AJ
Christ I fucking love that ink babe...L8er...AJ
aj_paradiselost:
That ink is totally fucking cool. Is that someones head exploding and then turning into butterflies?
And why did you say your life sucks? I always thought you had the most ambitious existence out of any fuckers I've ever known. Yer very fucking driven and I've always admired you for that, no matter how much I fucked with you.
No one ever gets everything they want exactly when they want it. I don't think there is anything in this world that can stop a fucking chick like you.
Be down if you must but out of everyone i know you would be the one I would put my money on......L8er, luv ya...AJ
And why did you say your life sucks? I always thought you had the most ambitious existence out of any fuckers I've ever known. Yer very fucking driven and I've always admired you for that, no matter how much I fucked with you.
No one ever gets everything they want exactly when they want it. I don't think there is anything in this world that can stop a fucking chick like you.
Be down if you must but out of everyone i know you would be the one I would put my money on......L8er, luv ya...AJ
aj_paradiselost:
Wait, I see it better now, your ink is a suicide, cool. L8er ....AJ
i'm really shitty with the updates lately.
in a period of a week, i got illegally booted from my apartment because the puppies ruined the carpet, got rid of the puppies, found a new place to live, moved, drove luxie and laika to miami because we couldn't find a place that would allow us to keep pets, and got rejected from UT. it was nice...
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in a period of a week, i got illegally booted from my apartment because the puppies ruined the carpet, got rid of the puppies, found a new place to live, moved, drove luxie and laika to miami because we couldn't find a place that would allow us to keep pets, and got rejected from UT. it was nice...
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frinky:
Hey Des,
Sorry about the hassles and not getting into U of T. What's the plan for next year?
frinky
Sorry about the hassles and not getting into U of T. What's the plan for next year?
frinky
x florida international university - miami, fl (home!) - lifespan developmental science phd - status: accepted
x university of south florida - tampa, fl - clinical psychology phd - status: rejected
x university of texas - austin, tx - clinical psychology phd - status: "We have received all credentials required to process your application. Your file has been forwarded to the Graduate Committee for review."...
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x university of south florida - tampa, fl - clinical psychology phd - status: rejected
x university of texas - austin, tx - clinical psychology phd - status: "We have received all credentials required to process your application. Your file has been forwarded to the Graduate Committee for review."...
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cosmicgirl:
Waiting sucks 
Good luck on everything and congrats on Fl University
Good luck on everything and congrats on Fl University
holy motherfuck, i got into a Ph.D. program!
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selyse:
Congrats
cosmicgirl:
Congrats!! Was it at UT?
happy belated valentine's day to those of you who commented.
still waiting on grad school notifications. it's driving me BATSHIT. somebody on one of the grad school communities on LJ has been maintaining a database, though, and i've noticed that there have only been rejections and interviews under the clinical psych heading, which gives me some hope. maybe the fact that i haven't heard anything...
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still waiting on grad school notifications. it's driving me BATSHIT. somebody on one of the grad school communities on LJ has been maintaining a database, though, and i've noticed that there have only been rejections and interviews under the clinical psych heading, which gives me some hope. maybe the fact that i haven't heard anything...
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februaryscarves:
who did they delete that you wanted to hump?
aj_paradiselost:
It happens. I had to redo my favorites again too. NO bathtub pics? ha ha had to say it, you know that. If I didn't they would kick me out of the typical guy club. It makes me really fucking happy to know that you guys are doing well, no fucking kidding. Take care babe, I'll talk to you L8er...AJ
hello ladies and gentlecunts:
1. i did NOT get the job at the sex shop due to my availability. they wanted me to work weekends and i couldn't justify dropping a saturday shift at the OG to work LONGER and make half as much at the dildo shop. i was sad, but i got over it quickly.
2. i got my first grad school rejection....
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1. i did NOT get the job at the sex shop due to my availability. they wanted me to work weekends and i couldn't justify dropping a saturday shift at the OG to work LONGER and make half as much at the dildo shop. i was sad, but i got over it quickly.
2. i got my first grad school rejection....
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brokenhouse:
happy valentine's day sweetie 
cosmicgirl:
Happy belated V-day
Sorry to hear about grad school, I remember my first rejection... it was from my first choice school
But it all worked out for the best so it's cool 
Sorry to hear about grad school, I remember my first rejection... it was from my first choice school
But it all worked out for the best so it's cool today i applied for a job at a sex store. an hour later, i got an interview.
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aj_paradiselost:
Oh man that sucks. You and Kat are my two favorite alternative lifestyle chicks. I hope somehow you two can work around the going to Grad school thing...L8er babe....AJ
cosmicgirl:
I have worked a lot in adult retail. It can be fun, but there are also a lot of pervs. At least maybe you get a good discount?
Pretty green eyed girl, yer so cool, I want a number so you can bullshit with me from time to time. And fuck paying for it cause I know you do that phone thing. Anyway doll, L8er...AJ
Grat new ink