i'm an ebay fiend. i just bid on a pair of 14g plugs and a pair of 14g weighted barbells for my nipples. i really want to get these CBRs OUT, goddamn.
i still feel like shit and it's making me an emotional wreck at work. one more day to go and $100 left to make rent.
maybe a real update when i rejoin the living.
i still feel like shit and it's making me an emotional wreck at work. one more day to go and $100 left to make rent.
maybe a real update when i rejoin the living.
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aj_paradiselost:
I wouldn't sweat it shitbird. You and Kat always find a way. You guys are hardcore because you do it all the time. Quit being a fucking emotional wreck and give a good ole smile to those redneck customers of yours. Ask them if they are thrilled that Rusty Wallace finished the race last week. That's Nascar by the way babe. I think it is the only thing me and the rednecks have in common. I'm not going back to that bar I used to hang out at. Read my fucking journal and you'll know why. Anyway take care, tell Kat I said YO. L8er.........Aj
occam:
I hate money stress...plus lately it seems like I've been getting myself involved in more and more monthly bills for things. This is gonna sound crazy but when I was in college and had like a few hundred dollars to spread out over a couple of months and was having a lot of anxiety about it...I had this very lucid dream where Allen Ginsberg came into my room (not in that way
) and sat at on the edge of my bed and read me his poetry all night while I slept...I woke up super relaxed about my situation and everything worked itself out. When I'm getting stressed out I'll dust off some Howl and it relaxes me. So maybe your favorite poety will hook you up

