mayarix

so, tonight i went out with my boss and her new date/ friend to have some drinks. we end up outside on the porch where i find a cute guy in red sitting with some buddies. he looks like he's alone.

my boss challenges me and says she'll give me $100 to go give the guy a kiss after i've mentioned to her i think...
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And so the day is today. Well, not really, but I'm meeting morningstar55 in about 8 hours to talk about a photoset. I think I have a hot idea lined up. I just need to get the location set up correctly. But the most important prop is going to be available to me.

This is going to be exciting and fun. I'm looking forward to...
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Had the chance to go downtown tonight, but stayed in. (Sorry Scott!) I was invited to the birthday party of a friend I do not know by a mutual friend. Really? I wanted to stay out of the rain and after work, I didn't want to come home, get ready, and go out again. Not with work tomorrow.

I'm sleepy! Day after tomorrow I have...
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Very sick. What a terrible day. I don't feel good at all. I don't want to be at work and I'm really tired thanks to dreaming about a certain someone's ex girlfriend being a total bitch. It kept waking me up.

I wish I felt better. I want to go home and relax. At least we aren't answering calls all day. No teching. Which is...
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(wow major rant)

Why oh why do people see fit to treat my friends like total shit? I hope things work out for them both, but I know that my friend at work is going to get the shit end of the stick. As I say so many times in real life: I hope that this person proves me wrong by showing me she has...
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Suicide Girls chat. How cool! Very neat interface. It doesn't work on Opera, but it does work on Firefox. Woo hoo! I'm pretty happy about that. What a long day that was. I had a long work shift. Normal 8 hours but it seems to go by so slowly sometimes. Particularly when I've only got a 30 min break for lunch. I wish I didn't...
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I feel so tired this morning. I didn't go out last night and got to bed early even! I'm probably exhausted and it's starting to catch up with me a little bit. I am glad that at least I got to sleep in before having to go to work today, unlike yesterday. Going out and partying on the 4th was fun, but detrimental when you...
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Busy day. And how. This morning I had the last MCDST class. It's OVER! I just need to register for the test and take it. That means it's not really over because I have studying to do. Class was uneventful as always. We did our review for the class and I passed both of the tests, so hopefully that's a good indication of how the...
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There are a lot of things that drive me. I've started moving upwards in a couple of areas in my life and have started this wonderful trip of self-discovery. I am happy with where things are headed and aim to discover more and more of myself along the way.

Life has become pleasant in its routine, but I always like to shake things up to...
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My decision towards self expression: I have decided to put in an application to be a suicide girl. Haven't done it yet. I definitely wish to take the time to submit a really good set. To do that, I need to find a good photographer. I'm not the richest person in the world, so I wouldn't really be paying for it unless I get accepted...
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