mayarix

Hum drum mode... I figured out that most of it stems from the majority of unmotivated losers I spend time around at work. One in particular, who shall remain unnamed. It's so annoying being around negative, weird people at work all day. In my personal life, it's ok, I can deal. But in my professional life? Get a clue, get in gear, and do something to change your life instead of whimpering and crying about it to everyone around you. No one likes working, anyways, and your attitude really doesn't do much to make me feel better.

I came home tonight pissed off, bugged, and ready to just throw a fit. So instead, I cleaned the kitchen, did all the dishes, scrubbed it down with my kitchen spray and got it in good shape. Then I went and ironed a couple of button down shirts I haven't worn in a while due to well... needing to be ironed. I will wear them this week and remember why I work; to get ahead and make more money and have more fun.

I finally heard from morningstar55. I realize he's horribly busy so I am planning my shoot for the end of August.. It'll give me the time I need to prepare financially and physically for this event. I plan on coming out with a bang! Suicidegirl or BUST! is the mentality. I told some peeps from the SGNM site that yes, those of use who are southwesterners come out with guns a-blazing. And this is going to be red-hotter than the desert sun itself.

Hah. I am moving forward, come hell or high water. No one knows what the future may bring. One only knows the day called "today". The wise one will understand this, take it into account, and use it to their advantage. I am the goddess of the moon... *rawr*