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Today feels like a Friday. Wish it were.
Met with Megan last night, she always brings me gifts, I hope it's not because she feels guilty that we never see eachohter, we use to see eachohter almost everyday. we have worked together twice and once she lived across the street from me. I introduced her to this fetish photographer and they have been together ever since, I'm not fond of him so that keeps us apart a bit more, hard to do couple things together as well, but I have tried in the past, he's been on medication and newly found therapy since I told her I didn't like him and didn't want to be in his company, who knows maybe I should give him another chance.

Does anyone remember a horrible movie called Basket Case, A real B movie. I saw that in the Movies, its the worst! going to see War of the Worlds tomorrow Night after a nice elegant Mexican dinner at Lolita's,

Ok Oceans 12 was Bad! at times I felt lost, Julia Roberts looked horrible, Catherine Z Jones looked good, I liked her haircut even though it was like a Dorothy Hammill cut.

Ok its official I will be one of the models that is an SG at the Tattoo convention on July 29th, for Delicious Corsets in Philadelphia fashion show, prob starts at 8, stop by say Hi to me and the other SG girls. Batty, Eva, Koda, April, and Karma.


not sure why but this song feels appropriate to me at this time. by Ivy.
"While We're In Love"

While we're in love we'll bleed each other dry.
We'll hold each other close.
We'll make each other cry.
While we're in love we'll get what we deserve
Until we lose our faith,
Until we lose our nerve.

We know it won't last forever.
'Cause we're not meant to be together.
Make the best of a bad situation.
Face the fear and the desperation.
While we're in love.
While we're in love.

While we're in love we'll drag ourselves around.
We'll hold each other up.
We'll tear each other down.

We know it won't last forever.
'Cause we're not meant to be together.
Make the best of a bad situation.
Face the fear and the desperation.
While we're in love.
While we're in love.

Guess I'm still searching within myself what I'm going to do or where I'm heading, I am not accustom to feeling lost, but somehow part of me is lost, or a feeling that stuff got lost along the way of life, or through the bumps I have driven over recently. I feel better about myself and spiritually but still confused and lost a little bit.

Craving of the day: I had no dinner last night so just about anything would be good.
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