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sooo busy today, at work that is trying to get all my shit together and ready for when leave on a 6am flight to PDX, so that means I gotta get at 4am! WTF I made these travel plans on Expedia like 4 months ago, and they airlines kept changing the times. What time do I go to bed Friday? how am I gonna sleep that early? I will have to know myself out artificially, and I usually get really bad anxiety on take off witch I need to medicate myself with valium for, Ant usually calm me by giving me his iPod and playing Death cab for Cutie -Transatlanticism, but this time I'm traveling alone and have to connect, so that s 2 take offs, oy, he gave me my own iPod but I don't have any valium so I'm gonna have to smoke before I go, BTW I haven't been smoking for like a month, and I'm not carrying my Bowl or one hitter so I guess its Old fashioned Paper, I guess.

so yesterday I got my nails done and went with Ant to get his hair cut, we lost our stylist, he is MIA who knows where he went or why, but we found a new place. so he cut ants hair while I directed of course. and I didn't tell him about my hair situation. but its always hard for me with new hairdressers, I need them to be cool or not make me fell like a freak when I tell them hey don't be freaked out if you see some sparse patches here and there and this is why....most people get attached to their hair dressers as it is, my attachment is more a comfort level thing. so maybe next time we go I will get a cut, I'm still trying to grow my patches and length out.

so Rash update: Saw the Allergist yesterday they questioned me from everything to am I allergic to rubber gloves and condoms to how long do I spend in the basement a year, or do I Smoke, drink, smoke pot. these questioned took over an hour, and I',m still 98LBS and 5"2. after all this they decided not to give me a skin testing , it would only make my skin more irritated and after the questions of past allergies it wasn't necessary, so they sent me a way with a script for Zyrtec a antihistamine drug, and Bactrum an antifungal cream, and told me to try washing with a loufa and phisohex or derm so I got phisoderm and a soft loufa mitt.

though it seems to be clearing up on my arms, then again it could just be relocating again? and the zyrtec makes me a little sleepy.

now I need to figure out what is the most economical way to get around or from the airport to the hotel in Houston?

Craving of the Day: good seafood salad with lobster and crab and shrimp, light mayo

OCDF: 99% yaaay