maxi

Today i am spotlighting AmericanZero
whom previpously posted a question asking me
if it was fair to say that I was very much a Narcissus, which I replied "of course!" then he again responded after I told him most of the people on this site were attention whores including him.

I think he really does need the attention and conflict he is looking for.

then this is his response:

AmericanZero : Just for the record, I am not an attention whore, I am the inverse of an attention whore, I shun attention.
I should not have made the comment I did, it was kind of a whim. Your personality (from what I gather here) and your appearance remind so much of someone I have had a long and difficult relationship with, I think there is some serious transference.
I check out your journal on a regular basis and I have realized that I have the same relationship to it as people who listen to talk shows that express opinions that they don't agree with just because the can't help it, they secretly love to get riled up.
I disagree with so many of your opinions and so many of your personality traits are prime examples of why woman are so difficult deal with. But I check out your journal everyday, just to see what you will say next, I can't help it...Maybe I should turn over a new leaf and embrace the other...Although adversarial can be so much fun...

to which I replied: what you so are looking for Conflict!
ok name at least one of my opinions you disagree with? Whipped cream topped on Peach cobbler?or is it that I hated Sky Captain? because I barely ever post anything that is highly controversial or opinionated, you must be talking about my relationship with Ant? You know You are not the first person whom I reminded of someone in their life that they had an unsuccessful relationship with. and tried to find closure vicariously through me. You must feel guilt when you read those kind post. your allowed not to agree with anything I say. and what exactly makes me difficult to deal with? because I demand respect and get pissed off when I don't get it? is it the porn? is it my feelings on porn, or drugs and family? People are made up of the experiences they live through. I of course won't stop loving attention and of course won't change my opinion bur I can admit when I'm wrong or insane. if you want to carry of this love hate relationship with me and my journal by all means keep coming back to read. but know that when you post shit like your last 2 post you take the chance and risk of confrontation from me and others. but that's the point isn't it. your not a attention whore, your a confrontation whore! you got it! I love a good bout of confrontation and I have no problem telling you or anyone else what I think.

anyway, I just wanna update for those of you whom don't have a problem with my opinions or maybe do what I have been up to.

first Rash update: the last dermatologist I saw basically told me there was nothing more they could do ands told me to go find an allergist to which I did, and have an appointment with tomorrow afternoon. great put more marks on my body already!

I Met with TMRONIN to discuss a SG set in the works, very complicated and Fun, he was a really nice guy, I missed dinner with him and MPPHOTO by some crazy mix up in days. but had a fabulous food weekend non the less. I had SOLE FOODS chins Chix Wings and the Vahlrona Chocolate gratin that I had the other night last week at that Edible World event. Also Friday had SAGAMI in NJ some huge Beef sukiyaki, man this dish is massive. then SUN I went to Roy's for the best Hawaiian fusion ribs ever, my favorite over all, the way the meat falls off the bone should be illegal!

Yesterday we ran home to make my wings that I marinade in olive oil and jalapeo's and lime and garlic, green onions, before the storm came, well the storm came and we had to abandon the wings, but they were fine after the storm blew over. not as tasty as I hoped, but at least I know where to start next time.

So I spoke with Lithium Picnic about the rash being worse than ever but that wasn't gonna stop me from coming, he was so nice and put me at ease not to worry about it, that I just wanted everyone to know how much I appreciated him being so comforting about it, seeing you all know how stressed I am about it.



food craving: spring rolls fresh not fried

OCDF:not great