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Man, what a ride,
So the Chest cold or upper resp infection is kicking my ass, I was out 2 days in a row from work, and almost killed 4 oz of cough syrup. Tues night I went to bed at 9, and between the wretching coughs and the itching from this fucking rash I was up the whole night. if it wasn't one thing it was the other.
I cancelled the meeting with my mom, I was physically in no condition to deal with her. then she called me again and asked me if I was alright, like am I going through something, then she said Are you on drugs? is that a fucking laugh! like no wrong daughter.
slept in and out the whole 2 days accept for yesterday I went to the Dermatologist, but a diff one in the same office, so that is 2 drs and 2 dermatologist I have seen so far for this plague, so they took a little piece of me ( biopsy) gave me 2 little stitches, it didn't hurt, it was localized on my arm, and gave me another dose of the steroids prednisone. so well see!

I watched the long awaited Movie documentary last night TARNATION, man what a piece, I highly recommend this Indie movie, I was left of course thinking about my own family situation of course. and how some people need to cut off family for their own sanity but are torn between guilt or guilted into feeling a responsibly for them. this movie made you feel like you knew the lead and creator of the film, very intimate.

so I got too much work to catch up on, but I'm doing well. or better.
the Toffee came! and my pictures are ready from the shoot I did last week, now I just have to go get the prints. very excited.

Craving of the day: well I'm not craving much with the cold but I am having Santuccies white pizza and LOngs gourmet chicken shitake soup for lunch.
OCDF: 80%