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So the Dr Called me in a high dosage steroid cream, basically its 1.5 % stronger than cortisone, but side effects include discoloring your skin! great! am I fucking cursed or what, yes I'm still itchy. but I'll give it few days before I start demanding a referral to a useless dermatologist and high dosage benadryl.

took these pix last week at work and on the highway to New Hope, Don't you love fucking people that scar the shit outta you by fucking rigging shit to their auto that looks like it could cause a 10 car pile up if one item falls the fuck off, this fucking guy had his whole life strapped to his car! wtf they should make a lane just for pack rat moving assholes like him. NO I don't wanna ride behind or beside someone who has a mattress and a fucking dresser strapped to the hood of their Nova!

I was thinking how shitty dating is when your single, and discussing that there should be a pill that makes being alone tolerable, the pill that makes needing or having the urge to couple diminish, they can create an appetite suppressant why can't they make a mate suppressant! too many expectations out of another human makes life too fucking complicated sometimes.

made leftover tacos, had some wine and pot, that was my night!
I plan on painting my toes at the front desk today, no one will see but they will def smell it.

a starbucks peppermint mocha iced a day keeps the dr away!

I was feeling a little underappreciated yesterday, it happens often so I wrote this ditty, maybe ant will read my journal today and take a hint I need some extra affection.

I'm still a woman
I still want to be desired
I still want to be sought after
I still want to be ravished
I still want to be hunted
I still want to be appreciated
I still want to Play Pussycat
I still want your attention
For now I'm still here
I'm still a woman !

just because you see me everyday doesn't mean I am Invisible.

I'm Stilltanya

craving of the day: iced peppermint Mocha from SB
OCDF:90% man I wanna get over the 90 already!