maxi

so I feel a bit exhausted with all the relationship stuff going on, it got wors3 before it got better, I think we came to an understanding that I will honestly try to learn how to trust Ant and he will no longer stir the pot in the caldron of non trust to begin with, yes I'm jaded, but I'm hoping this old dog can learn new tricks, I'm hoping trusting someone for the first time is going to feel like huge burden is lifted from me, and so that I can stop feeling like I'm just waiting for the next person to fuck me over, and I gotta find out first. it would be nice not to have to worry about that all the time. I wound up cooking A beef and sausage meat sauce over Penne, with Caesar salad, and garlic bread, and more of those candy apples for dessert that my friend made me, I'm down to only 1 1/2 apple now, I also brought all the crepe stuff but Blueberries were $6.99 Fuck that I got the frozen ones...

Food craving today : Hot mulled apple cider