stayed home today had a fight with Ant last night and lost too much sleep and have a face headache, or migrane, the fight was over my trust issues, i feel bad about the whole thing.. I have no trust or just don't have a clue on what trust feels like. i don't even trust my mother all that much but i do love her. i guess i always worked around relationships when it came to trust. i's just something i learned to live with out. i just accepted thats the way my world is. i can only trust that my dogs will love me till their last day. humans are too selfish to trust with your heart. i hope all works out well. and it makes us stronger if it doesn't divide us 
food craving.. anything i havn't eaten since 3 pm yesterday and its already 2 pm now!
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The thing is, there is no point to not trusting in a relationship.
Give your trust freely (with sensible caution) until your partner gives you a reason to believe otherwise.
Then check things out before blowing up, make sure you`re right. Check up on him inoccently, that sort of thing before making accusations.
Noone ever got away with cheating long term, they always get caught. Therefore why worry too much. If he cheats, you`ll find out and then the trust is over.
Youre so god damned gorgeous and sexy, you shouldn`t be worrying about all this stuff. Ant is a lucky man and he knows it.
A little jelousy can be healthy. Be appropriately sorry and make up with him.
love to you