Day 3 for the PussyCat Tails ......
Dec 26th, 2002
Pay Checks are at my Desk
I just sent an email that Pay Checks are at my desk for anyone whom hasnt received them, and say anyone can stop by my desk to get it if you have not already.
I then receive an email from that guy saying, Can I stop by anyway?
I already gave him his check so this is obviously flirting! So I was in the middle of IMing w/ Cooper about the holidays and I tell him about the email I just got, and how this guy has a crush on me. He says oh hes smooth! In a sarcastic tone. So I IM him back and say in response to his email Now
how am I supposed to reply to that! and he tells me that hes just flirting, and he thinks Im hot and he doesnt care who knows it! Ok so now Im really thrown off my game, I dont even know what to say, He knows Im married?
I tell him flirting for me is like window-shopping w/ no means & money to buy. I just dont do it. Like I dont look for something I know I cant have. Somehow we start to talk, and swap ideas about interior decorating, also about his stripper girlfriend and how she has treated him badly and abandoned him for the holidays and not called him until after, he tells me to meet him in the kitchen, while he heats up a twice baked potato from his friends dinner from the previous day. He tells me how he has depression and takes meds that his pharmacist friend is getting him illegally, and how he has no emotional support and no one to turn to, and how sad his life is, and unattached his family life is, he says he wants an artsy girlfriend like me, and how all the good ones are married or taken, He is very spastic in his emotions, he makes me want to help him, He says I dont even know you and Im telling you all of my drama. I try to tell him of my struggle and success to give him hope but thats all I can offer him. He can barley look me in the eyes. He keeps looking away; he expresses how he always thought I was kind of snooty and bitchy from before. I get that all the time. I tell him to drop that stripper she is bad news. He gets all hyped from what I am telling him, and tells her he is tired of being treated in the manner she has treated him and how she got mad because he wouldnt give her a ride to work after not hearing a word form her over the holidays.
Jan3rd, 2003
Produce
So he wants to try mushrooms, and I have a connection, though I dont think its a great idea for someone who is clinically depressed to be taking an organic hallucinogenic is the best thing for them. I comply and get his some anyway. He takes them the next day while he is IMing me from home, he certainly doesnt get the result I have had time & time again. But I just wanted to give him something that he might enjoy. Since he had such a bad new years eve w/ Chris.
here is a snip-it form this saturdays shoot with a local photog
http://www.onemodelplace.com/acknowledgments_list.cfm?search_me=true&Type=Photographer&fav_id=44004
Dec 26th, 2002
Pay Checks are at my Desk
I just sent an email that Pay Checks are at my desk for anyone whom hasnt received them, and say anyone can stop by my desk to get it if you have not already.
I then receive an email from that guy saying, Can I stop by anyway?
I already gave him his check so this is obviously flirting! So I was in the middle of IMing w/ Cooper about the holidays and I tell him about the email I just got, and how this guy has a crush on me. He says oh hes smooth! In a sarcastic tone. So I IM him back and say in response to his email Now
how am I supposed to reply to that! and he tells me that hes just flirting, and he thinks Im hot and he doesnt care who knows it! Ok so now Im really thrown off my game, I dont even know what to say, He knows Im married?
I tell him flirting for me is like window-shopping w/ no means & money to buy. I just dont do it. Like I dont look for something I know I cant have. Somehow we start to talk, and swap ideas about interior decorating, also about his stripper girlfriend and how she has treated him badly and abandoned him for the holidays and not called him until after, he tells me to meet him in the kitchen, while he heats up a twice baked potato from his friends dinner from the previous day. He tells me how he has depression and takes meds that his pharmacist friend is getting him illegally, and how he has no emotional support and no one to turn to, and how sad his life is, and unattached his family life is, he says he wants an artsy girlfriend like me, and how all the good ones are married or taken, He is very spastic in his emotions, he makes me want to help him, He says I dont even know you and Im telling you all of my drama. I try to tell him of my struggle and success to give him hope but thats all I can offer him. He can barley look me in the eyes. He keeps looking away; he expresses how he always thought I was kind of snooty and bitchy from before. I get that all the time. I tell him to drop that stripper she is bad news. He gets all hyped from what I am telling him, and tells her he is tired of being treated in the manner she has treated him and how she got mad because he wouldnt give her a ride to work after not hearing a word form her over the holidays.
Jan3rd, 2003
Produce
So he wants to try mushrooms, and I have a connection, though I dont think its a great idea for someone who is clinically depressed to be taking an organic hallucinogenic is the best thing for them. I comply and get his some anyway. He takes them the next day while he is IMing me from home, he certainly doesnt get the result I have had time & time again. But I just wanted to give him something that he might enjoy. Since he had such a bad new years eve w/ Chris.
here is a snip-it form this saturdays shoot with a local photog
http://www.onemodelplace.com/acknowledgments_list.cfm?search_me=true&Type=Photographer&fav_id=44004
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I too have a Bessler; a 67c. Havent used it in some time though. I do have a place to set up a great dark room, no water though, where I am, but I need to stock up on chems before I can start and I just don't have the flow.