maxi

I look at this picture and i think, what a stupid boy.
He is losing and he doesn't even know it.
and i think what did i do wrong. and i can't come up with anything.
I resist when i am disrespected, that's about it.
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Have I ever hurt you
Have I ever lied to you
Have I ever broken a promise to you
Have I ever made you compete for my attention or affection
Have I ever put you 2nd
Did I ever give you reason to not trust me
Have I ever not been there for you
Have I ever not pampered you

The only thing i am guilty of is not trusting you.
But you stole that luxury from me a long time ago, Didn't you and you kept doing it over and over.



I got to have dinner last night with Stiles. really nice to have company and conversation that wasn't
Tense.
Stiles let me shoot in his car and garage about 7 sets ago. also drove me around and assisted on a shoot in LA a few years ago. Thx Stiles for being there for me in a time of need. I really appreciate it.


I purchased 2 tix for the Diane Arbus show in NY next month. now i need to decide whom i want to take.