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Dan Doyle in Albany NY, Kitty Series, Which is the nicest version as far as saturation goes?

So i have Appointments to look at lofts/ Apartments already. I go see 3 today at lunch time.
I think I will pay this months rent, but not next months.
I really fucking hate packing,

I'm a lil Hung over today, Partied too much last night.
Guess i needed to drown my Stress.
I am really not even sure at this point if i am looking for a spot of my own or one to share.
Part of me thinks this Issue to move is a sign to really MOVE.
I know all the opinions you all have said are true. There is way too much shit i have endured and it seems to never end. Yes people fight in relationships, but over the same issue constantly is not healthy. I really Feel like if Ant was just my male friend and was looking out for my best interest and my heart he would tell me to leave that guy Being Him self. He would never want his female friend go through what he has dragged me through. It's going no where despite how much we love each other, I'm not looking for marriage, But I am looking for lasting happiness.
He has this Notion that i try to control him, I am not gonna lie, I can be controlling, I am a take charge kinda person, I get shit done when it needs to be done. But He has done just about everything he wanted to do whether I pissed and moaned about it or not, Basically All the fights are about my acting out in debate about shit he does and how badly if makes me feel about myself or us, and i object to, But does he still do it? Yes,
So I really feel as loving as he can be towards me and others, He is not emotionally Mature enough for a real relationship and that is not going to change no matter how much I love him or he loves me.

more updates later..

word for day since i still feel shitty is
Douche Nozzle as in " Your a real Fucking Douche Nozzle"