Today couldn't get much better already at 8:30am.
I am exhausted, slept a broken up 4 hours of sleep , after a nasty fight which could be the end of my relationship, i left in the middle of the night to sleep elsewhere, it was a really bad night, and nightmares as well to follow, waking up in tears, feeling more than depressed, walking out in the cold rain just made for a fitting scene, i then get to work an hour early, to find my little fishy Wasabi, more then dead. this is enough to bring on a really awful emotional mini breakdown.
the worse part is i sit in the lobby, so there really isn't any room for having a bad day when everyone in the company and visitors and such are in your face all the time.and on top of it i have people asking me where my fish is!
Mothers day, was spent with out my mom, she flaked out again, but i wasn't mad, guess you get used to it after a while.
Instead i cooked for ants Mother and family, just like i did last weekend. to wrap it all up neatly in a huge fuming fight about weather or not to continue the relationship, now i got this Orlando Trip paid and booked for US, Great.
life just comes in spoonfuls of Joy at just the right moments.
I am exhausted, slept a broken up 4 hours of sleep , after a nasty fight which could be the end of my relationship, i left in the middle of the night to sleep elsewhere, it was a really bad night, and nightmares as well to follow, waking up in tears, feeling more than depressed, walking out in the cold rain just made for a fitting scene, i then get to work an hour early, to find my little fishy Wasabi, more then dead. this is enough to bring on a really awful emotional mini breakdown.
the worse part is i sit in the lobby, so there really isn't any room for having a bad day when everyone in the company and visitors and such are in your face all the time.and on top of it i have people asking me where my fish is!
Mothers day, was spent with out my mom, she flaked out again, but i wasn't mad, guess you get used to it after a while.
Instead i cooked for ants Mother and family, just like i did last weekend. to wrap it all up neatly in a huge fuming fight about weather or not to continue the relationship, now i got this Orlando Trip paid and booked for US, Great.
life just comes in spoonfuls of Joy at just the right moments.
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whineluvr:
hey sweetie, today any better?
painunbound:
I'm sorry about Wasabi...