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Ok, here's tonight's self destructive plan: Get unbelievably shitfaced by myself. After that i plan on giving a bitter, angry, typo-filled rant as an update to this journal. I may even chat with some of you lucky peepz. How's that sound? Wish me luck

Update 1: First wrinkle in plan. Roomate just got home. Can't drink alone anymore. 2 Beers down.

Update 2: Went out to the bar with roomate and his friend who just left her husband and her attractive friend. I think i'll try macking on the friend, but i have no game so we'll see how that goes. 7 beers down. Working on the 8th.

Update 3: Just got done talking with the most boring person i ever met in my life. All giggles and braindead-lessnous. Christ...what a waste. 10 beers right about now.]

Final Update: So, sixteen bers later, here's my thoughts. So, why would a girl who said i mak her toes feel funny and who would clal me ever day suddenly stop callinmg me? Stop leaving me messages? Stop being girlfriend'y towards me?

I have no fucking clue. I told her i went o a stripe club. Ohhhhh...big fucking dieal. So has hse. That can't be it an i just don't knwo. I just want to know what's goin on up there, but she won't tell me. Fuck it. Is any girl worth this shit? I don't knwo. I'm off to sleep eer peeps=z. :aster.