So Dale might have Cervical Cancer and my sister might have Leukemia. 
What's a brutha to do? Well, my sister's cried wolf so many times i don't know to believe her now...if she does, she's fucked because no one in the immediate family has her blood type for a bone marrow transplant though ehr bio father has like 6 illegitemate offspring so there could be hope there. Dale on the other hand...she's pretty damn scared and i don't know what to say or do to help. I told her i would do whatever i could to help, but i can't cure cancer if it does turn out to be that. All i can do is to hold her hand and i don't think tha'ts enough. Dammit, dammit,dammit.
If i seem calluos about this with my sister...well you don't know her or the shit she's pulled. I mean, i love her and all, but she's not the same person who helped raise me. I'm pretty estranged from her at this point in my life.
I don't know what to do or feel at this point....I know i should be all angry or maybe pissed that is happening, but i'm just numb. So...i'm drinking. God bless the liquer cabinet.
If you're the praying type--and i don't think a lot of people on here are--have these two women in your thoughts. I know i will...and i'm not the praying type either.
If trouble comes in threes...what's next? My mother getting melanoma or my dad dying in the steel mill? FUCK!!!
What's a brutha to do? Well, my sister's cried wolf so many times i don't know to believe her now...if she does, she's fucked because no one in the immediate family has her blood type for a bone marrow transplant though ehr bio father has like 6 illegitemate offspring so there could be hope there. Dale on the other hand...she's pretty damn scared and i don't know what to say or do to help. I told her i would do whatever i could to help, but i can't cure cancer if it does turn out to be that. All i can do is to hold her hand and i don't think tha'ts enough. Dammit, dammit,dammit.
If i seem calluos about this with my sister...well you don't know her or the shit she's pulled. I mean, i love her and all, but she's not the same person who helped raise me. I'm pretty estranged from her at this point in my life.
I don't know what to do or feel at this point....I know i should be all angry or maybe pissed that is happening, but i'm just numb. So...i'm drinking. God bless the liquer cabinet.
If you're the praying type--and i don't think a lot of people on here are--have these two women in your thoughts. I know i will...and i'm not the praying type either.
If trouble comes in threes...what's next? My mother getting melanoma or my dad dying in the steel mill? FUCK!!!
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if praying is the same thing as sending out good vibes and wishing for their recovery and happiness then i'm praying my ass off.
what i was going to talk about isn't so important anymore.
I hope that your sister is crying wolf again.. although it seems such a terrible thing to lie about!..
my thoughts are with you!!