mavericka

went to the first rehearsal tonight. The couple in the play had learned the first three scenes by memory already, they are gonna do great. In between their characters bickering as a part of the play they would bicker for real. Marraige seems like so much fun. *sarcasm* She said she loved him because he wouldn't take any of her shit. I think I can...
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last journal left a bast taste in my mouth, so here's Pink being fierce

'Cuz I Can"

Hahaha
We're gonna rock and roll
Ra Ra
Alright I drink more than you
I party harder than you do
And my car's faster than yours too

P I N K
P I M P
I'm back again
I know you all missed me
I'm so so sick...
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spent my evening with an ice head who wouldn't shut up, my ex's wife with her sticky fingers (I didn't think we were going to make it out of that store) and brittany and her distractingly low cut top with the spagetti straps. she kept leaning over and you could see her soul. Look away! Look away! Now I'm lonely and too horny to sleep...
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tonight i ended up with my best friend 'virtually' in my pants. I blame you SG. You shut down for how long? I had plans. And it wasn't describing ball lovin to my best bud. Guess I shouldn't have bragged. Oh well *wink wink*

it sucks being alone at night with no one to talk to. I tried to get to bed before that happened tonight but it didnt' work. So I'm spending the night with Clark Gable watching Gone with the Wind I guess. Am I over looking a Rhett Butler in my life? I know who Ashley Wilkes is. I wish I was stronger like Scarlett, whoop...
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gonna put up an album of pictures of where i live. so the city folk and yankees know what the middle of nowhere looks like. maybe after dinner. sure was embarrasing showing everyone my hairy leg to get help for my new tat. I felt like Bright Red Scream was kinda there holding my hand all day.

tonight would be a good night to sing fiona apple songs. Starting to feel wierd but maybe I'm just tired. Its supposed to get real cold tonight, I've been getting cold at night anyway. Curling up with my puppy at night is like sleeping with a hot water bottle but it hasn't been enough lately. This is the mildest winter we've had and everyone keeps...
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News Years was the best ever. Christopher Robin showed up with his hair all fluffy and kinda scruffy like i love. He sounded sad when he had talked about how he had to work the day after new years because new years is the one day he really goes all out so I brought a few drinks and a J for him thinking it was...
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emo sg song (its a song not a poem flow is different)

I wish I wasn't emo
I wish that the stars didn't shine so bright
I must hide from their brilliance
and sometimes the closet gets real tight
So I log onto sg and somehow it just feels right

Its so hard so hard to find something that rhymes with angst
so I go...
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i had a great time eating out with my friends from SG. All my friends in my hometown think its wierd i hang out with them, they think I'm gonna have a threesome with them. everyone has dirty minds. I have nothing in common with my country bumpkin friends. I'd go crazy if i didn't have my sg friends to talk to.