mavericka

so like today i got a new tattoo, its a white rabbit on the side of my calf. Then I ended up having to be around this person that went insane on me one day, i swear i didn't touch her husband, and i had to pretend nothing had happened and i tried to be really nice and sympathetic to her new problems and interested in her life. I really tried for this bitch i don't even like and she was acting like she couldn't stand me. She says she has no problem with me but i guess she still does. I don't know but if theres a problem its hers. She left her husband for some dude that doesn't even speak english and I had just been through a break up so for one night I hung out with her seperated husband who told me they had an open marraige and who also happened to be my ex, but we never touched or anything he wanted to but i did everything to keep him off me. We just shared storys about how we'd been wronged by the ones we loved for a night. When the bitch found out she went insane on me she was screaming shit that didn't even make sense.
Well I never see this guy again and stay out of her life i never wanted in it and she accepts nothing happened and says she's fine with me, maybe its not even that maybe she just doesn't like me as a person but dammit I did everything i could to be nice to her. That saying keeps coming to my mind. "Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you"
I need to chill and calm down now that i've vented i need to forget about her cause i'm sure she's not wasting her time worrying about me. People like that never do. This woman is scum and i have no respect for her and just take me at my word i'm not going into detail theres a lot to tell. Wow thats not forgetting about it ok new topic.
Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet my buds that I met on this site for a movie, but I haven't seen them online yet, which might mean nothing who knows.
New Years I get to spend with my cuddle buddy, he says he can't wait to get me in a hot tub. We do everything but have intercourse, what a funny word that is, anyway I was getting him off and he said he was about to cum and alittle oozed out and i was like oh thats it. No it wasn't. SPLAT it shot right in my eye. Show's how inexpirienced I am i guess. I might have been mad but it was just too funny, it was like he was aiming, SPLAT!!!
I love all the making out and stuff his lips are so soft and he holds me like i'm something precious, he's so good with his fingers and he never hurts me, even on accident. Anyway I doubt we'll get a hot tub room cause he's waiting till the last minute to plan it as usuall.
So I need to not stress because I have a lot of good things to look forward do these next few days. I'm just trying not to get my hopes up too much. Pleeeeeaaaaase let things work out.