Friday Apr 22, 2005

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Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for humanity.

Horace Man, first president of Antioch College
dollbabyamy:
I like the new name! If you legally change it...think of this...one day you will be "Moxie Toxic Painbearer"...that sounds super fucking rad. smile
reacher:
People who cry and complain about our world and do nothing about it has to be one of my biggest pet peeves.

Tuesday Apr 19, 2005

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mqx:
Hey, you were serious about the name! Good for you.

Lucky I'm still lame enough to still only have 10 friends, so I get the profile pic. biggrin
reacher:
Moxie_Toxic is much cooler. I think you should keep it. smile

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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Today marks one week. One full week without cigarrettes.

On day four I almost broke down, almost caved. I was so fucking close. I told my wonderfully supportive Boy that I was sorry I had to fail him, told all my friends I wouldn't be able to do it, and resigned myself to another failed attempt. Except I said I'd do it in the morning....
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dollbabyamy:
Woo hoo! I knew you could do it! You just had to find the routine that worked best for you! Congrats on going a whole week! If I had any extra money whatsoever, I'd send you a congratulations little present! I'm proud of you!
pb:
this sucks

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Thursday Apr 07, 2005

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Oh Holy Hell Mary mother of God, this fucking sucks what the fuck I want a cigarrette motherfucking right now wow this is the hardest nic fit I've had so far jesus christ my whole body is hurting and aching and it would be so easy just so fucking easy to fail.

3 days
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zephyra:
I used the pills, Wellbutrin, when I quit. I don't usually do things like that, but it helped A LOT. I had smoked for 10 years, and had quit like 4 times before that. It works. smile

I've been awesome, besides the failure to get the Boston job. I was kinda scared about freezing my butt off though, so I suppose it's a good thing. I'm keeping my eyes peeled for an Austin job. Oh, and I still love being with my girlfriend! biggrin

How have you been?
misnomer:
'smooth'?! you seem pretty smooth to me wink

rocks were nice, love that kinda stuff I've not normally got a lot of tolerance for that, but it just seemed heartwarming in your case

like the picture blogging style too

Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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dollbabyamy:
Hey! Congrats on quitting smoking! You can do it...it gets much easier after the first week (that's after the nicotine gets out of your system and the physical cravings stop). I quit seven months ago, and I feel SO much better as a result! smile
fractal:
well????

is it all ok?

Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

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johnclement:
Howdy Marauder. I was wondering if you had a contact for rallyb.
vielus:
Oh fuc* off.
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good going love!

Friday Mar 25, 2005

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so_radio:
No fair.
eli:
Your pictures stories make my loins burn.
smoldering beauties
reading poetry and drinking brew. HEAVEN!

Thursday Mar 10, 2005

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rallyb:
It was fun meeting you back on that cold, cold, sad little day. I'm disappearing for a little. Be good to your boy.
delusion:
Gah. How long is he staying? I'm going to Phoenix this weekend to cover a skateboarding contest. I definitely want to play though!

Saturday Mar 05, 2005

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What consumes all of Maurauder's time and energy, leaving her no time or energy to update her SG journal?

a) An ever increasing tidal wave of schoolwork, homework, labwork, papers to write, and midterms?

b) Being over worked and [sometimes not] paid, tutoring, and grading papers?

c) Continuing to fall head over heals for Painbearer and loving every second of it?

d) All of...
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delusion:
Word on the luckiest boy evar part.
pb:
19 and a wakeup?
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