The thing is, I dont actually want to be a smoker. But I want to hold the cigarrette, to feel the inhale, the exhale. I love to watch the smoke curl up out of my mouth. I love the way one stands when one is smoking, especially when its cold outside and you hunch your back against the wind. I love the grit and the...
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applerecords1251:
Look at that profile pic. Are you a super hero?
ananael:
See DotD post on Astrokreep's page...
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delusion:
i dont know whether to thank you or hate you. either way, im addicted. 
have a good break.....
have a good break.....
monovox:
That is indeed one gorgeous dream.
OK, so I've been a bit SG incognito, and I apologize to those I've ignored 
In my defense, I did not-so-good on my first midterms, and since hearing (on the SG boards infact) that going to Harvard might actually possible, I was determined to get my grades back to their rightful status of 4.0. So I've been studying like a mad bugger. I didn't leave...
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In my defense, I did not-so-good on my first midterms, and since hearing (on the SG boards infact) that going to Harvard might actually possible, I was determined to get my grades back to their rightful status of 4.0. So I've been studying like a mad bugger. I didn't leave...
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delusion:
weird. none of these pics look like you. well, they do in that they are of you but, you look different 3 dimensionally. anyway, just wanted to say hi. by the way, how odd is it that i don't know your given name but we have managed to bond over a cabaret/sg inspired love of black & pink?
delusion:
unfortunately, they are song lyrics. im too shy to put my writing anywhere public. (cue my agent exasperated and threatening to drop me for the 3454365456th time) it's a song by brand new, also employed as my way to avoid having to try to be coy/sexy/mysterious and actually write my fantasy.
p.s its a good thing. you are amazing beautiful & pics cant really show that
p.s its a good thing. you are amazing beautiful & pics cant really show that
1. I love super processed American cheese.
2. I pick my nose. Often.
3. I belt it out to Garth Brookes.
*things I'm secretely proud to not be proud of*
2. I pick my nose. Often.
3. I belt it out to Garth Brookes.
*things I'm secretely proud to not be proud of*
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crimson:
Happy St. Patrick's day! 
ensatina:
And for the occasion:
I have decided that Pride is my sin. I pride myself in my intelligence. But it acts as a motivator. It only serves to make me want to make my brain even bigger, and thats not bad right? So maybe my sin is Greed. Greedy thirst for knowledge.
I used to be a pacifist, but if the world keeps treating me this way I may...
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drstinkypants:
envy. definately
which im fine with.
its the least selfish of all the sins. or maybe i think that cause its the one i commit the most
which im fine with.
its the least selfish of all the sins. or maybe i think that cause its the one i commit the most
klonopin_chugger:
no sin i'm perfect.....uh what sin does lying fall under?
Grading has got to be one of the most frustrating things ever. I always say I'm furious about what I DIDN'T learn in highschool, but this is ridiculous. I grade for a biology class, but spend all my time correcting grammar instead of focusing on scientific accuracy. The public school system is a joke, You wouldn't beleive how many people don't understand the concept of...
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codemonkeym:
I guess the reason I became a spelling perfectionist was because I hate being teased and I'm dyslexic. That also part of the reason I type so slow. 
My sister teaches high school and is worse. I helped her with some papers once. Subject-verb agreement and spelling was the least of their problems. She isn't supposed to be an English teacher, but I get the feeling that teachers a very lucky indeed if they get to teach in their specialty at public schools. Public schools do not run logically.
Oh, yeah, the other English teacher could barely form a sentence on paper when he wasn't stoned. Finally got him to resign or something.
My sister teaches high school and is worse. I helped her with some papers once. Subject-verb agreement and spelling was the least of their problems. She isn't supposed to be an English teacher, but I get the feeling that teachers a very lucky indeed if they get to teach in their specialty at public schools. Public schools do not run logically.
Oh, yeah, the other English teacher could barely form a sentence on paper when he wasn't stoned. Finally got him to resign or something.
klonopin_chugger:
me spelle jost fiine....!? 
I just remembered that today is the one month anneversary of me quitting smoking! Yeah! Go me! (pats self on back repeatedly). I can't believe I've made it this far. I can't wait to make it a year
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fractal:
quitters never win!!!
nixon:
I think that means you're through the worst of it! And also I love the new pic.
I HATE MIDTERMS! Man, I get myself sooooo stressed out. Probably because I'm not satisfied with anything less than a 4.0, which is a ridiculously high standard to set for ones self. Anyway, I had two midterms yesterday, which is always hard. i know I kicked ass on the PoliSci, but I'm not so sure about calculus. Last night I dreamt all night about the...
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demoivre:
Last week, I had a physics midterm and a calc midterm the following day. The night in between...? When I woke up in the morning, covered in sweat and screaming, I calmed myself with an anecdote my brother, an engineer, told me: When you have mightmares about calculus, just consider it extra study time.
I hate my brother. With a passion.
I hate my brother. With a passion.
scopitone6248:
My friend is neither A, B, nor C. But
D: Appreciates the awesomeness in me and felt a moral imperative to shower me in psychotic gifts.
I also haven't read any Robbins because of the stigma attached to his books. I tend to read history, political, comedy, and spy novels. I hear tell that reading Robbins will give a male a mangina!
Oh, and I stumbled across your damn Anal thread. I'm beyond jealous. My X and I tried for YEARS and never hit the alleged sweet spot that you speak of. But knowing that your boyfriend and I both have a Large Talent and you guy made it happen, gives me hope for the future.
D: Appreciates the awesomeness in me and felt a moral imperative to shower me in psychotic gifts.
I also haven't read any Robbins because of the stigma attached to his books. I tend to read history, political, comedy, and spy novels. I hear tell that reading Robbins will give a male a mangina!
Oh, and I stumbled across your damn Anal thread. I'm beyond jealous. My X and I tried for YEARS and never hit the alleged sweet spot that you speak of. But knowing that your boyfriend and I both have a Large Talent and you guy made it happen, gives me hope for the future.
Well...
So, I smoked the hooch last night for the first time in like, four years. Yeah, four years I think. I gave it up because I always got so super paranoid, usually ended up talking conspiratorially with the wallpaper and hissing at friends.
So my boyfriend got a nug for his B-Day (thank you Reptard ) and I figured what the hell. And it...
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So, I smoked the hooch last night for the first time in like, four years. Yeah, four years I think. I gave it up because I always got so super paranoid, usually ended up talking conspiratorially with the wallpaper and hissing at friends.
So my boyfriend got a nug for his B-Day (thank you Reptard
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havokfire:
what movie did you watch?will you send me a sandwich from intermezzo cafe pleeeeeeeez?
"drugs are good" - NOFX
"Want to fuck up, drop out, never trust a fucking hippie.
For that matter don't trust anyone.
Quit school, don't work, livin' up the music to punk.
If I could do it so could anyone.
Drugs are good, they make you feeling like you know you not should
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
Want to join a punk band, shave your head and get a tattoo.
You don't need talent just sing out of tune.
Self-destruction, no morals to throw them on me.
For no particular reason beat up everyone.
Drugs are neat, and you can buy 'em relatively cheap.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool. "
HOLLA 
"drugs are good" - NOFX
"Want to fuck up, drop out, never trust a fucking hippie.
For that matter don't trust anyone.
Quit school, don't work, livin' up the music to punk.
If I could do it so could anyone.
Drugs are good, they make you feeling like you know you not should
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
Want to join a punk band, shave your head and get a tattoo.
You don't need talent just sing out of tune.
Self-destruction, no morals to throw them on me.
For no particular reason beat up everyone.
Drugs are neat, and you can buy 'em relatively cheap.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool.
And when you do 'em people think that you're cool. "
HOLLA
drpirate:
"The more one seeks "the good" outside oneself as something to be acquired, the more one is faced with the necessity of discussing, studying, understanding, analyzing the nature of the good. The more, therefore, one becomes involved in abstractions and in the confusion of divergent opinions. The more "the good" is objectively analyzed, the more it is treated as something to be attained by special virtuous techniques, the less real it becomes. As it becomes less real, it recedes further into the distance of abstraction, futurity, unattainability. The more, therefore, one concentrates on the means to be used to attain it. And as the end becomes more remote and more difficult, the means become more elaborate and complex, until finally the mere study of the means becomes so demanding that all one's effort must be concentrated on this, and the end is forgotten."
"The more one seeks "the good" outside oneself as something to be acquired, the more one is faced with the necessity of discussing, studying, understanding, analyzing the nature of the good. The more, therefore, one becomes involved in abstractions and in the confusion of divergent opinions. The more "the good" is objectively analyzed, the more it is treated as something to be attained by special virtuous techniques, the less real it becomes. As it becomes less real, it recedes further into the distance of abstraction, futurity, unattainability. The more, therefore, one concentrates on the means to be used to attain it. And as the end becomes more remote and more difficult, the means become more elaborate and complex, until finally the mere study of the means becomes so demanding that all one's effort must be concentrated on this, and the end is forgotten."
Bwahahahahahaha
you start one thread about anal sex and suddenly all these comments...
oooh I feel so loved
you start one thread about anal sex and suddenly all these comments...
oooh I feel so loved
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idiot:
Damn it, I fell in love with you twice!! It wasn't until I looked at your pics section that you were the same girl, that will teach me to just look at the pics and not the names underneath.
mqx:
I'm on it!