I went to the beach yesterday and it was so amazingly beautiful. It was dusk and the fog was so thick you couldn't see your fand stretched out in front of you. The same gale that granted us the fogbank was also responsible for the untimely demise of an entire smack (did you know a group of jellyfish is called a 'smack'? Nither did I,...
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Well, last night was certainly...sureal. I went over to Fractal's house with the boy and the dogs, which is always a pleasure but not that alarming. So she was like, "Oh, my friends S--- and Olivia are visiting from out of town. Oh wait, you know them from the site!" And then who was to knock at the door, but Olivia and s5....
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misterjesus:
no, your a cute person 
pb:
darlink? you are beyond cute.
curse this feeble medium! curse thousands of miles of continent! curse fate and her cruel games which seek to keep opposite poles apart!
curse my melodrama. a pox on all my houses.
-pb
curse this feeble medium! curse thousands of miles of continent! curse fate and her cruel games which seek to keep opposite poles apart!
curse my melodrama. a pox on all my houses.
-pb
Alright, well! All the questions were great, I'm answering them slowly so please be patient! I didn't forget about you. 
Hmmm...I feel so amazing right now. I just got back from the most incredible hike. I dont get out in nature enough, it feels so good. But my dogs were virtually swimming in poison oak so we'll see how I feel tomorrow.
Oh! And I...
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Hmmm...I feel so amazing right now. I just got back from the most incredible hike. I dont get out in nature enough, it feels so good. But my dogs were virtually swimming in poison oak so we'll see how I feel tomorrow.
Oh! And I...
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russula:
There you go changing again.
thejuanupsman:
Hey thanks for the advice I actually think you are right. I need to let go and if she comes back, she comes back if not, well I had 7 years with her as my best friend and the joy of those memories far outweigh the more recent pain I have suffered. thanks again always helps to have someone listen and give their opinion.
Taking a cue from the pb . I like this idea.
Ask me a question. I promise to answer it honestly.
Edited to add : This is great! Keep em coming!
. I like this idea.
Ask me a question. I promise to answer it honestly.
Edited to add : This is great! Keep em coming!
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lostarchitect:
alright, just take out a loan and buy the damn ducati! you know you want to!
delusion:
a. Yes delusion is teh super hottness, and intimidatingly smart as well. I get all shy around her, I'm starting to think she thinks I dont like her. But why do you keep asking me this? Are you composing some mental fantasy!?! Dont deny it! We all are...
*fainting, dying...composing self*
...i don't think that. i'm kind of an awkward self concious thing around girls, i think. most girls, especially here since i am in a new place with no friends, are so clique-y and snobbish and...different from me. i get intimidated easily. then there are beautiful, smart, intelligent, unique girls that just render me completely useless, speechless. so either way my social skills are just perniciously lacking.
& by the way, yes we all definitely are...
*fainting, dying...composing self*
...i don't think that. i'm kind of an awkward self concious thing around girls, i think. most girls, especially here since i am in a new place with no friends, are so clique-y and snobbish and...different from me. i get intimidated easily. then there are beautiful, smart, intelligent, unique girls that just render me completely useless, speechless. so either way my social skills are just perniciously lacking.
& by the way, yes we all definitely are...
I found this in my email this morning -
"S------,
I might not be the first to offer congratulations, but CONGRATULATIONS.
You have been selected "Profant Scholar for 2003-04". Your enthusiasm for biology, your love of (interest in?) parasites (Robert Profant's area of interst), your work with the Museum (where Robert Profant was on their Advisory Committee), and your enthusiasm for our department and its...
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"S------,
I might not be the first to offer congratulations, but CONGRATULATIONS.
You have been selected "Profant Scholar for 2003-04". Your enthusiasm for biology, your love of (interest in?) parasites (Robert Profant's area of interst), your work with the Museum (where Robert Profant was on their Advisory Committee), and your enthusiasm for our department and its...
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pb:
my scribbles are nothing next to hers, but thanks.
i love eliciting emotion, especially disparate ones like and 
. you've made my day. thanks.
whatcha think of the new profile pic? fitting, i think.
-pb
my scribbles are nothing next to hers, but thanks.
i love eliciting emotion, especially disparate ones like
and . you've made my day. thanks.
whatcha think of the new profile pic? fitting, i think.
-pb
asunder:
Congrats. An administrator from my department called the other day and said, Youve been awarded the class of 1939 fellowship. And I said, What is that? I love random awards. So great.
how can I share a bed
and always feel so alone
and always feel so alone
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vielus:
we should get coffee some time. I'm out of here in a week andf a half for some 2 months, so if you have time let me know.
pb:
dropping in to say hi and stare at your profile some more. you have the most intense gaze.
maybe i should just save it to my machine so i won't over-post in your journal so much when i come by to moon over it
hope things are going well.
-pb
maybe i should just save it to my machine so i won't over-post in your journal so much when i come by to moon over it
hope things are going well.
-pb
...update...
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zephyra:
Hell ya I'm a Forensic Scientist. I'm a Forensic DNA Analyst. That means I don't have to look at dead bodies (see, it's not all too icky), I just get the packaged crime scene evidence from the police and I process it for DNA. I guess that's the advantage of working for a private company that contracts with police departments rather than working for the actual police myself (otherwise, I'd know what all kinds of dead bodies smell like...ewwww). I have a Biology degree. What other fields are you considering? I might go back to school for a master's degree, but if I do, I'll probably switch to Environmental Sciences. Tell me more! Tell me more bio nerd (sweet, another one of us...I have a periodic table hanging in my room...shhhhh....).
I'm headed to bed, so good night. If you're in Belize, then somehow I doubt it's your bedtime.
I'm headed to bed, so good night.
If you're in Belize, then somehow I doubt it's your bedtime.
delusion:
i dont know why but for some reason i was entirely too excited that you liked my scrawlings... i think that any time i tell someone that i am "a writer" before they ever read my work there is some level of apprehension at ever having them read it for fear that they will think "writer hmm..more like sadly mistaken self important hack with no business wrapping her fingers around a pen". 
alas, i finally got the boy an account of his own so he could understand that i am only being pervy sometimes & that there is really is so much else on the site. alas is a great word. backwards it says sala. that means living room in spanish. but you knew that...erm...being from belize and all. anyway, theres nothing like leaving a neatly bundled clusterfuck of 4am ramblings for one of the most indimidatingly hot & intelligent people i know...damn im smooth...
see you tomorrow
i think that any time i tell someone that i am "a writer" before they ever read my work there is some level of apprehension at ever having them read it for fear that they will think "writer hmm..more like sadly mistaken self important hack with no business wrapping her fingers around a pen".
alas, i finally got the boy an account of his own so he could understand that i am only being pervy sometimes & that there is really is so much else on the site. alas is a great word. backwards it says sala. that means living room in spanish. but you knew that...erm...being from belize and all. anyway, theres nothing like leaving a neatly bundled clusterfuck of 4am ramblings for one of the most indimidatingly hot & intelligent people i know...damn im smooth...
see you tomorrow
Well, Ive actually had a pretty interesting week for once.
On Wednesday night I had the honor of seeing the inspirational Jane Goodall speak. She is so amazing, and so wise. She gave a synopsis of her lifes work (groundbreaking primate research plus one of the first accepted female field researchers), but she mostly spoke on current issues. Apparently her love of chimps has led...
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On Wednesday night I had the honor of seeing the inspirational Jane Goodall speak. She is so amazing, and so wise. She gave a synopsis of her lifes work (groundbreaking primate research plus one of the first accepted female field researchers), but she mostly spoke on current issues. Apparently her love of chimps has led...
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pb:
don't worry, mah sweet. i'm not...much.
thank you anyway. that reaction you had...well that makes two of us.
-pb
i'm not...much.
thank you anyway. that reaction you had...well that makes two of us.
-pb
Tonight, alone with brie and wine.
Fun with scanner night!
Check out my new pics.
This always makes me uncomfortable, as it is an excercise in vanity.
...whatever...
I want you to know who I am.
Fun with scanner night!
Check out my new pics.
This always makes me uncomfortable, as it is an excercise in vanity.
...whatever...
I want you to know who I am.
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fractal:
gah
we need to hang out soon!
I tried calling you back last night and it didn't work.
edited cause my fingers won't listen to what keys I'm telling them to hit.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 12:25PM]
we need to hang out soon!
I tried calling you back last night and it didn't work.
edited cause my fingers won't listen to what keys I'm telling them to hit.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 12:25PM]
criticaloversite:
The act of smiling was certainly designed for your face, because you do so wonderfully! I dub the second pic "me smile!" as my personal fave. Nice work
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astrokreep23:
That bike can have my babies...
and I don't remember where... but I'd seen those pics before.
and I don't remember where... but I'd seen those pics before.
poser:
I didnt meant the comment sound confusing or I guess hurtful. The blind comment was a jokey reference to your goggles. I suppose you would become seemingly blind if you were traveling at high speeds without them, especially on a Ducati.
-pb