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Jun 11, 2004
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delusion:
know. thats why i couldnt even bring myself to tell you. i felt so silly. but this guy is so amazing. we sat on the beach this morning, him playing guitar, me writing. it was like from the first conversation something just clicked with us. i needed an artistic presence in my life. he understands my insane compulsion to write all too well. and i needed to do something irrational, something nonsensical, something that just felt right even if i couldnt intellectualize it. and this feels so right.
we really do need to hang out. whats your schedule like before school starts again monday? and i would love to hang with you and zephyra. let me know whats going on with you. its been what a month now? im having some serious say withdrawals.

& i've got to thank you. for convincing me to get a public profile and for the conversation where you made me realize it wasnt that weird to meet people online. i tend to be close minded when it comes to things like that.
Jun 17, 2004
pb:
eh, it was more like the Full Metal Jacket type. i have nightmares at night, 11 years later, after seeing that movie.

your comment got me to thinking about boot camp, 18 years old and what i was then. compared it to now. not a very pretty picture.


-pb mad
Jun 17, 2004

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