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This weekend was the paradigm of summer glory.

Friday night was fabulous (see last journal entry). Saturday morning I woke up at noon. Stayed in bed with the boy, talking and cuddling and being all around lazy. Dorked out on the computer with my wakeup coffee, then set off for adventures. Picked up deli sandwiches and met friends at a secluded beach. We sunbathed till...
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krabuki:
Aww. thanks your are too sweet! kiss I had a friend who went to Belize for 3 months. He camped in some rainforest and got dysentary... he has never been the same since! LOL
pb:
i can't remember what i did because i have no brain because my head exploded when i saw the newish pics in your vanity section

you've killed me

i'm writing this from the afterlife

its not so bad here

i get to hang out with johnny cash and charlie chaplin every now and then between haunting the new ppl in my apartment and having old snatch burn my feets with a curling iron

the cure's 'pictures of you' is just slopping along in my player, how appropriate

and that wasn't me in your dream, it was my soul self because my head exploded like i already told you

now stop reading this and send my some luv love you most desirable of all my impossible fantasies




-pb mad
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Hallellujah!!! I'm finished!!! Grading papers has got to be the most tedious process I've ever encountered. If I never read one more badly worded definition of osmosis, it will be too soon. I've got one week until the second round of essays comes in (on HIV and hemoglobin, this time). So this week, I'm gonna play HARD. So watch out. biggrin

Last night my friends art...
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fonusa:
THE PHOTOS IN THE SILVER OUTFIT AND THE FLAMED HAIR ARE STUNNING . skull
criticaloversite:
Hooray for debauchery. I'd love to get the ones from the weekend off my camera on and into my photo folder on here, but my USB cord went on strike. Looks like fun, though.
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toneski:
your demeanor is spectacular. i have nothing more.
cherish this.
pb:
just dropped in to have a look at you again (and again).

i will ask, and say pretty please, that you refrain from showing up in my dreams. its torture.



-pb mad
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Hello!

Well, Ive been busy busy busy working after my 5 day weekend away. But, I did have the pleasure of meeting and spending the afternoon with the lovely Zephyra this Monday. If you don't know her yet, you're missing out. Beautiful and super smart.

Zephyra, it was fuckin awesome meeting you. Sorry if I was shy, but call me next time you're in...
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tsalt:
oh...so dreamy skull
somewhat_damaged:
Hi I like you...you seem very nice....
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I'm back! I spent the weekend nestled in the mountains in a quite rural town. The silence was amazing.

My big brother got married to his most perfect match, and it was so beautiful and so special to be there with my entire family and extended family, and to meet my new family. She was a stunning bride and once she put on her gown...
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pb:
how did your visit with zeph go???


kiss


-pb mad
vielus:
You doing anything for the 4th?
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polly:
love the hair!
vielus:
What are you doing for the 4th? going to climb and houses? wink
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delusion:
know. thats why i couldnt even bring myself to tell you. i felt so silly. but this guy is so amazing. we sat on the beach this morning, him playing guitar, me writing. it was like from the first conversation something just clicked with us. i needed an artistic presence in my life. he understands my insane compulsion to write all too well. and i needed to do something irrational, something nonsensical, something that just felt right even if i couldnt intellectualize it. and this feels so right.
we really do need to hang out. whats your schedule like before school starts again monday? and i would love to hang with you and zephyra. let me know whats going on with you. its been what a month now? im having some serious say withdrawals.

& i've got to thank you. for convincing me to get a public profile and for the conversation where you made me realize it wasnt that weird to meet people online. i tend to be close minded when it comes to things like that.
pb:
eh, it was more like the Full Metal Jacket type. i have nightmares at night, 11 years later, after seeing that movie.

your comment got me to thinking about boot camp, 18 years old and what i was then. compared it to now. not a very pretty picture.


-pb mad
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Yesterday was Maurauders wild kingdom.

Whilst enjoying my morning nicotine and coffee in the backard, I noticed my dogs acting funny in a corner of the garden. Upon investigation I found them 'playing' with a poor half dead gopher they had exhumed from the soil. It was beyond saving, and the Boy had to finish it off with a shovel. frown Say a prayer.

I got...
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joshof13thfloor:
Hello.

I just wanted to say that the pic you posted on the boards from the comic project you and your friend are working on is fucking awesome.

Good luck. I wish yo two all the success in the world.

Peace.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
freshlaundry:
shared crush: nicotine and coffee love love love
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My triumphant return!

I love the road! Bleary eyed and coffee shocked, speeding into endless adventures, the road is calming and electric at once. Like meditating on speed. You never know where it will lead.

And I love America. Good god, I love America! Anyone who says this country has no culture needs to put down the crack pipe and hit that glorious road. Melting...
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fractal:
ps - that guy Ami is a creep.
pb:
where o where have you gotten off to? that tropical island? send me grid coordinates and i'll parachute in...


-pb mad
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I'm off to Portland. Wish me luck! I'll be back on the boards in a week or so, so leave me lotsa lotsa burnin love to return to.

I'll leave you with this, an eerie nursery rhyme I wrote damn near a decade ago.




When I awoke the world was gone
But you were there to sing my song

You sang the words so pure...
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delusion:
come home. now. i demand that you save me from the hell that is isla vista.......................
jofixxxit:
wow...i just stumbled across you...and i have to say your photoproject comix is really really cool....great work...keep it up.
bests
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Summer is grand. Yesterday I went to 'work', which consisted of me and the head of the biology department going out for a sushi lunch. We got shitfaced on hot saki and ended up hanging out in the parking lot smoking cigarettes and talking about cars and making fun of yuppies. Who says scientists are boring?

Last night I watched Big Fish, and I'm a...
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zephyra:
I didn't really like Big Fish as much as I thought I should have. did that make sense? confused Maybe I should watch it again.
And I never said scientists are boring...I think they are the coolest people on the planet. love
I might be out your way at the end of June...I'll let you know as soon as I do. And the invite is still there for you to join us if you'd want to.
delusion:
that was cryptic, or maybe im just a dork. i just caught on to the fact that "teh" is on purpose. haha. whats up?
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summer. is. great.
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pb:
aye, she seems to have things under control. a bit of boy/girl trouble, i think. you would know more than i what to say/do, though i wouldn't lack for trying.

-pb mad
pb:
"Pixilated me likes it when you're fevered - keeps me warm all night."


blush blush blush

not fair.



-pb mad