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The other night I had a nightmare that was so bone chilling and vivid that when I woke up the fear stayed with me and I couldn't sleep. The next night I was afraid to go back to sleep, afraid that I would dream it again, so I wrote it all down to get it out of me. Want to read my twisted head?
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pb:
the way you wrote that is so breathless, fitful...as if you can't get it out fast enough. desperate.
but for our stories and nightmares, demons have no place here.
-t
but for our stories and nightmares, demons have no place here.
-t
atomrobenz:
That was very intense. you really captured it well too. no stops just bang! bang! bang! kind of like something spalding gray would've typed out, before he clocked out of course. I hate the way you feel moments after you wake up from a dream like that, slightly confused and violated, like " ..what the fuck was that?" I wrote to say goodbye, even though you never excepted my friendship request fucker. I don't blame you though, there are a lot of porn site creepies and emo-rock weinies probably putting in the same requests. I assure you i am none of the above. You simply remind me of someone i used to know and care about, even though everything i know about you is from a half finished profile and handfull of journal enteries on a silly softcore website. 
You also remind me a lot of myself and i wanted to get to know you a little better. But i have the strangest feeling that i'm going to run into you someday. stranger things have happened, especially to me. Anyway, hope everything goes well for you, you seem like a very cool and genuine person so it probably will!
this is definately the longest comment i have ever left on someones journal.
You also remind me a lot of myself and i wanted to get to know you a little better. But i have the strangest feeling that i'm going to run into you someday. stranger things have happened, especially to me. Anyway, hope everything goes well for you, you seem like a very cool and genuine person so it probably will!
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pb:
last night 
eff the superbowl in teh a!
-t
eff the superbowl in teh a!
-t
raptus_regaliter:
Poor monkey. Hows things, other than you know, the 'pain' put upon you by others kind of thing?
Shit girlie, when're we gonna go bowling (As long as you don't laugh at me....well, too much that is)?
-The Ghost of Theatre Passed
[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 10:03PM]
Shit girlie, when're we gonna go bowling (As long as you don't laugh at me....well, too much that is)?
-The Ghost of Theatre Passed
[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 10:03PM]
Dear painbearer,
With all respect and admiration, I simply mustrequest that you promptly remove yourself from my thoughts. I seem to have spent all my homework time daydreaming of big blue eyes and crooked grins. This will not do. I insist that you extract yourself from my head immediatly, as I have a very busy schedule and can not afford a repeat performance. A...
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With all respect and admiration, I simply mustrequest that you promptly remove yourself from my thoughts. I seem to have spent all my homework time daydreaming of big blue eyes and crooked grins. This will not do. I insist that you extract yourself from my head immediatly, as I have a very busy schedule and can not afford a repeat performance. A...
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pb:
yeah, if only.
-t
-t
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pb:
can't come soon enough. it just can't.
rallyb:
oh yeah, lingerie when I talk on the phone...yeah, of course. all the time.
you two are so cute.
you two are so cute.
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zephyra:
PS congratulations on the school!!
pb:
in boot camp to make the last days seem even shorter, we'd say '17 and a wakeup.'
-t
[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 7:05AM]
-t
[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 7:05AM]
Update! Sorry I've been so MIA, but school started this past week, and re-adjusting to waking at 6:30 am has not been easy. And I havn't had much to write about, just working and schooling and pining over boys that live 3000 miles away.
But yesterday stuff happened. I think, perhaps, yesterday ranks amongst the all around best days of my life. It went something...
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But yesterday stuff happened. I think, perhaps, yesterday ranks amongst the all around best days of my life. It went something...
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pb:
...i miss you broken china voice...
[Edited on Jan 31, 2005 7:00AM]
[Edited on Jan 31, 2005 7:00AM]
vielus:
"PS - SG members are figgin hot. Why is that?"
shucks thanks
shucks thanks
And so I return from my DC adventure. I'm having one of those mornings where you realize that the past few days were so wonderful, that you were so there and in the moment, that you completely forgot to take some friggin pictures! So, the story is choppy, but heres what I got -
It began snowing the day after I arrived, which hindered our...
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So, the story is choppy, but heres what I got -
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thefuckoffkid:
Welcome back (belatedly), tall girl 
This evening I embark on a journey, flying thousands of miles to hopefully begin to heal that hole that has been in my heart since November 2nd. To Washington DC, to express my dissent towards this President, in a peaceful, silent, and non-violent statement of rejection.
www.turnyourbackonbush.com
Wish me luck and safety. This will certainly be an interesting adventure.
Oh yeah, and I'm also staying...
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www.turnyourbackonbush.com
Wish me luck and safety. This will certainly be an interesting adventure.
Oh yeah, and I'm also staying...
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henrytmensch:
Happy birthday, homie. Hope this birthday blizzard isn't getting you down.
kelland:
Happy birthday! You share the same birthday as my favorite lead singer of all time.
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fractal:
I'll go to the Haley show with you. I've never heard them, but i hear they're good.
eh...smoking....yeah.
But I'm quitting again on tuesday. I MUST. yeah. tuesday.
eh...smoking....yeah.
But I'm quitting again on tuesday. I MUST. yeah. tuesday.
fractal:
much luck and love!!
It seems as though, lately, every time I attempt to settle down for a quiet night alone in my living room, with a bottle of wine and snuggled with the hound watching a DVD, I instead end up cornered in my bedroom, chainsmoking and humoring some nutter-boy spouting hubrilous conspiracy theories while I nod emphatically, vacant eyed and daydreaming and muttering "uh-huh".
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pb:
i know.
-t
-t
freakpirate:
Bwa ha!
Bwa ha!
Happy New Year! Nursing a Champagne hangover, I spent most of the day snuggling up with my hound. In the afternoon we cuddled in bed reading essays by Barbara Kingsolver. This evening I dragged me ass to the video store and rented the first season of Twin Peaks, and watched it nuzzled up with the pooch.
It was a day of relaxation and solitude, and...
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q:
I'm logged in as her!
q:
oh...this is fractal.
i'm around too, dear. phone call away.
-t
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