mattm0114

So what do u do when the only thing u want is to fuck...... No commitments..... No emotions....... No I love u??? I just want to be me and that's it. Im having a hard time with the thought of someone wanting or missing me........ The thought of someone hurting me or me hurting them. What do u do when life is more terrifying then dying...... When nothing seems real or with it...... I don't wanna die or kill myself so dont let ur minds wonder or anything..... Not that anyone cares. I'm just another person din this fucked up world just wantin something to seem real....not fake or pushed. This started with me being lonely even with someone that I thought was my soul mate I was lonely I loved her more than anything and I am certain that I or her could never make it work. But why???? It was so easy but so complicated. Love sucks and leaves u sad and confused but fucking my leave u wondering if theres a conections but if u cum and the person u fuck cums who cares.........o