matisse

it's a little silly you know...
that every week is a completely different story.
nothing ever stays the same for me.

I mean...
I don't really mind.
it happens to everyone.

but a little stability would be nice for a change

I tend to get so completely lost in things,
I never think what I could be doing wrong
or if it's even what I...
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Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me...
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I mean it when I say
I'm dying for you to feel me.
progress slowly
and waste your time watching the clouds go by.
I miss it.
every single part of it.
you only stop by for confrontation;
it was your favorite game,
and I'm left with nothing but a glimpse
to last my mind another solitary week.
I hope you know that I put...
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you look at me like you
want nothing better than to spend
the night next to me
with arms intertwined like youd
never let me go.

I want to kiss you so bad that it hurts.

one cares too much,
one doesnt even notice.
& Im running myself into a wall
but its okay

Ill be just fine.

scream it at me boy...
every feeling...
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for all the pretty-eyed boys girls die to trust.

can you tell me please,
whats the point of what you are telling me?
I guess Im not understanding
like you had hoped I would.

Im stumbling over my own feet.
Im falling for something
that could never exist.

Im a thousand over exaggerated sighs.
Ill make it as difficult as I possible can,

because thats...
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I couldnt have waited
for a better time to tell you,
that I wish I never knew you
I could tear down all your walls,
and I still wouldnt
have a fucking clue.
you never speak in sentences,
or words I can comprehend.
those noises make the matter worse,
in times that I couldnt say goodbye.
you always held me
in your arms so perfectly....
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artists do it better

today was lovely.
everything is going so perfectly.
its a little difficult to handle.

today I talked to john about a lot of things.
hes pretty much the most amazing person
I will ever have known.

I dont know what Id do without him

Ive been thinking about so much lately,
and hearing so many different opinions.
I still dont know...
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