AUTOFELLATIO
A real stretch for
Michael Magdaleno
Copyright 2001
It's not easy being typecast as a self-loathsome/affection junkie this day in age when good drugs and great sex are even harder to come by than that one "True Love"
AS IF!
there's either LOVE or there's NOT!
NO true or false about it.
So why bother with the all the drama?
I'd just assume be a wannabe poet screaming for a Death Metal band than dwell in the depths of depression dug deep for ages 15 thru 50
oops - already am
So how's your crotch today?
Is it still on fire from last nights fuck session or did you wake up alone and confused with the reek of a herpes simplex on your breath?
Who wuz that guy anyways?
Well perhaps you'll do better tonight & infect someone else with a virus you didn't even know you had.
Did you?
Even though the clinic is so close to your house you could spit the sample there for testing
Just to be sure
But NOooo - just sit @ home & stay stoned since if real life rears its ugly head it might show that death itself has been found present in your bloodstream
As for those who know
The WAR is ON!
While the casualties mount like the declining rates of a T-Cell count
Addition/Subtraction a Multiplication of emotions
Too consuming for containment till the salty seas from tears shed satisfy that thirst for knowing "I'm gonna DIE"
Not yet though mutha fucka cuz it ain't that easy now is it
Besides - everybody dies & it doesn't make you special
So what's with the obsession?
Astral Projection cuts a clear path through the universe you are in & chemical composition dictates when you'll be freed to explore other worlds - perhaps even your OWN
If not - then the cage bars will remain strong & sturdy enough to keep you locked inside FOREVER
Ah, it's safer there anyways.
Outside you're on the Frontlines of a Battle for SELF-SUPREMACY
And who doesn't want that?
In or Out you're on your OWN
Waking up
Again
Alone
Covered with the stinky stickiness only sex could leave & beside the bed is an unopened box of condoms saying
"It's back to the clinic with you boy"
& the few weeks of waiting could compile the longest moments of ones life
Though such stress is justa sorta fabled misery for anyone wise enough to not indulge in the kinda fun that could give one A.I.D.S.
Who wuz that girl anyways?
I'm too tired to think about that right now. I'll just search frantically for the # if the results come back positive (if I got the # that is)
POSITIVE!
Gonna havta be no matter what the results are since even the slightest hint of negativity could ravage my wits & ensure the downfall of my house
If I'd a wife and kids I wouldn't know what to say where I wouldnt know why to say it to my friends
POSITIVE?
NO. Cuz if I'm found gone they'll wonder why. I should tell 'em before I go ya' know
Can you believe that some humans see A.I.D.S. as an example of the kinds of things that GOD would punish mankind with for our misdeeds. Probably the same kinda moron who would restrict others opportunities to orgasm.
Neither by words nor actions can one define LOVE
It's either felt or it ain't
Oh & of course there are all the subtleties like if those feelings are even expressed & the manner in which said expression is conducted plus the average buffoonery of two or more who are in a LOVE more REAL than anyone could ever know.
And will only last so long the couple is alive
Unless a new bloodline is created I suppose & the possibilities of that increase every time your crotch is on fire -
Insatiable Appetites are hard to come by as well so tis no wonder so many feast when given the chance seeing how famine may come through that next blood screening
Test after Test & passing with flying colors but always knowing there will be a next time when you might not be so lucky
Too bad there isn't a way to cheat.
But then, one can't breeze thru life forever once that
fat gust of wind comes from the opposite direction & knocks you flat on yer ASS!
The upper hand is not always with YOU
nor can it be hoarded
A statement of opposition to the occultnick types with their ouija & witchery who honestly think the monotony of our existence continues well beyond death into those mythic after-lives we've all heard so much about (too much in fact)
"FUCK RELIGION"
Nothing is made more a mockery of by humans than
SPIRITUALITY
-it's nothing more than nature's duel-
Instinct Vs. Reason
-or our supposed capacity for either-
Who follows their Instincts?
Who trusts their Reason?
I've met NONE!
The all too apparent evidence of spirits is found when kneeling at the porcelain altar before the god of FUN
Live it up fuckers cuz this is the only chance you've got
Herd Mentality is RAMPANT & the first in the cattle cars will be the ones who think they're free from such atrocities
It's gonna be hard to see the silver lining on the cloud this world goes up in but its mushroom shape will be clearer than that of in a Nazis Dreams
"FUCK NAZIS"
Not that I'm am a good person cuz I'm not a Nazi
I mean I'd LOVE to lynch some klansmen & show 'em exactly in what kinda ways a Brown-Skinned SAVAGE can tear a mans body apart before swallowing its soul just to puke it back in his fuckin' face
I like to have perverted thoughts about enjoying the stench of innards being ripped from a still warm or even very alive nazis belly
Of course I'd havta STOP & THINK
What if he has A.I.D.S.?
Would I even approach him much less touch him justa do him harm? What IF?
What if I knew he wuz H.I.V. positive & I went up to him saying
"It makes me so sad to know that you havta DIE
for nothing more than sharing a loving touch with another human being.
Ruining any chance of my enjoying ripping the intestines out of you while your heart continues to pump blood, you sick racist fuck!"?
I'll tell you 'What IF?'
He'd beat my ass before the words flew outta my
BIG MOUTH
& he'd have every right if the words ever made it outta my
BIG MOUTH - huh?
Not that I'm against Mind Exploring
Or anything just remember "Saying What YOU Think" turns heads & can get you KILLED!
So watch your mouth cuz what's inside could be fatal.
Excessive Honesty can be Harmful to your Health
A real stretch for
Michael Magdaleno
Copyright 2001
It's not easy being typecast as a self-loathsome/affection junkie this day in age when good drugs and great sex are even harder to come by than that one "True Love"
AS IF!
there's either LOVE or there's NOT!
NO true or false about it.
So why bother with the all the drama?
I'd just assume be a wannabe poet screaming for a Death Metal band than dwell in the depths of depression dug deep for ages 15 thru 50
oops - already am
So how's your crotch today?
Is it still on fire from last nights fuck session or did you wake up alone and confused with the reek of a herpes simplex on your breath?
Who wuz that guy anyways?
Well perhaps you'll do better tonight & infect someone else with a virus you didn't even know you had.
Did you?
Even though the clinic is so close to your house you could spit the sample there for testing
Just to be sure
But NOooo - just sit @ home & stay stoned since if real life rears its ugly head it might show that death itself has been found present in your bloodstream
As for those who know
The WAR is ON!
While the casualties mount like the declining rates of a T-Cell count
Addition/Subtraction a Multiplication of emotions
Too consuming for containment till the salty seas from tears shed satisfy that thirst for knowing "I'm gonna DIE"
Not yet though mutha fucka cuz it ain't that easy now is it
Besides - everybody dies & it doesn't make you special
So what's with the obsession?
Astral Projection cuts a clear path through the universe you are in & chemical composition dictates when you'll be freed to explore other worlds - perhaps even your OWN
If not - then the cage bars will remain strong & sturdy enough to keep you locked inside FOREVER
Ah, it's safer there anyways.
Outside you're on the Frontlines of a Battle for SELF-SUPREMACY
And who doesn't want that?
In or Out you're on your OWN
Waking up
Again
Alone
Covered with the stinky stickiness only sex could leave & beside the bed is an unopened box of condoms saying
"It's back to the clinic with you boy"
& the few weeks of waiting could compile the longest moments of ones life
Though such stress is justa sorta fabled misery for anyone wise enough to not indulge in the kinda fun that could give one A.I.D.S.
Who wuz that girl anyways?
I'm too tired to think about that right now. I'll just search frantically for the # if the results come back positive (if I got the # that is)
POSITIVE!
Gonna havta be no matter what the results are since even the slightest hint of negativity could ravage my wits & ensure the downfall of my house
If I'd a wife and kids I wouldn't know what to say where I wouldnt know why to say it to my friends
POSITIVE?
NO. Cuz if I'm found gone they'll wonder why. I should tell 'em before I go ya' know
Can you believe that some humans see A.I.D.S. as an example of the kinds of things that GOD would punish mankind with for our misdeeds. Probably the same kinda moron who would restrict others opportunities to orgasm.
Neither by words nor actions can one define LOVE
It's either felt or it ain't
Oh & of course there are all the subtleties like if those feelings are even expressed & the manner in which said expression is conducted plus the average buffoonery of two or more who are in a LOVE more REAL than anyone could ever know.
And will only last so long the couple is alive
Unless a new bloodline is created I suppose & the possibilities of that increase every time your crotch is on fire -
Insatiable Appetites are hard to come by as well so tis no wonder so many feast when given the chance seeing how famine may come through that next blood screening
Test after Test & passing with flying colors but always knowing there will be a next time when you might not be so lucky
Too bad there isn't a way to cheat.
But then, one can't breeze thru life forever once that
fat gust of wind comes from the opposite direction & knocks you flat on yer ASS!
The upper hand is not always with YOU
nor can it be hoarded
A statement of opposition to the occultnick types with their ouija & witchery who honestly think the monotony of our existence continues well beyond death into those mythic after-lives we've all heard so much about (too much in fact)
"FUCK RELIGION"
Nothing is made more a mockery of by humans than
SPIRITUALITY
-it's nothing more than nature's duel-
Instinct Vs. Reason
-or our supposed capacity for either-
Who follows their Instincts?
Who trusts their Reason?
I've met NONE!
The all too apparent evidence of spirits is found when kneeling at the porcelain altar before the god of FUN
Live it up fuckers cuz this is the only chance you've got
Herd Mentality is RAMPANT & the first in the cattle cars will be the ones who think they're free from such atrocities
It's gonna be hard to see the silver lining on the cloud this world goes up in but its mushroom shape will be clearer than that of in a Nazis Dreams
"FUCK NAZIS"
Not that I'm am a good person cuz I'm not a Nazi
I mean I'd LOVE to lynch some klansmen & show 'em exactly in what kinda ways a Brown-Skinned SAVAGE can tear a mans body apart before swallowing its soul just to puke it back in his fuckin' face
I like to have perverted thoughts about enjoying the stench of innards being ripped from a still warm or even very alive nazis belly
Of course I'd havta STOP & THINK
What if he has A.I.D.S.?
Would I even approach him much less touch him justa do him harm? What IF?
What if I knew he wuz H.I.V. positive & I went up to him saying
"It makes me so sad to know that you havta DIE
for nothing more than sharing a loving touch with another human being.
Ruining any chance of my enjoying ripping the intestines out of you while your heart continues to pump blood, you sick racist fuck!"?
I'll tell you 'What IF?'
He'd beat my ass before the words flew outta my
BIG MOUTH
& he'd have every right if the words ever made it outta my
BIG MOUTH - huh?
Not that I'm against Mind Exploring
Or anything just remember "Saying What YOU Think" turns heads & can get you KILLED!
So watch your mouth cuz what's inside could be fatal.
Excessive Honesty can be Harmful to your Health
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