wow i am so worn out. Sunday i went to see Atreyu and From Autum to Ashes. Also there were 18 Visions and Anterrabae. It was one of the best shows i have ever been to, besides Tool. But i went ape shit durring Atreyu's set. So when FATA came on i was worn out but was still having a good time. Heidi and I...
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The new millennium is here
The smell of napalm and fear
All this confusion and mass hysteria
Welcome all to the new frontier
This fucking hate gets bigger and bigger
Consume ourselves in nuclear fear
And let me tell you that's the real enemy
How can you kill what you cannot see
Gas masks and AK-47's
Now you won't see the gates of heaven
Blood...
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The smell of napalm and fear
All this confusion and mass hysteria
Welcome all to the new frontier
This fucking hate gets bigger and bigger
Consume ourselves in nuclear fear
And let me tell you that's the real enemy
How can you kill what you cannot see
Gas masks and AK-47's
Now you won't see the gates of heaven
Blood...
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rockabillybaby:
Hey, are you going to be in or around Bristol on the 18th? Blitzkid is playing at Ireson's and I'm going to be there.
Mikey, Adam and I went to Harrionburg to a concert last night. It was some bands from the area. Walking Dead, Sedementrious, and another band i didn't get to hear because mikey wanteed me to go to the store so we could get some beer. But i had a really good time. I met a few girls that were fucking awesome. Hopefully i will run...
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cambria:
i had a gross dream this morning. and becaue of it, i couldnt goto back to sleep when my mom went to work at 430 am...now its 6am. it was a nasty one about clint. ew ew ew why why why. hahaha.
eero:
hey man, sorry it took so long to get back at ya... yeah, let me know next time you swing around by harrisonburg, we can go catch some shows. laters.
Another amazing friday night. There was a concert at this random church. It was Sing Sing Prison, Agro Crag, and two other bands who i didn't catch the names but fucking ROCKED. Everybody was there but Clint and Matt. God only knows where they were. I can't wait to be in a band again. I never played a REAL show but would fucking love to....
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cambria:
i got off the comp at 12. i was bored. yeah how knows what stupid shit clint&matt are doing...clint is probably getting drunk off his ass and crying to himself. my mom said he is just being a straight up coward. i agree now 
Last nigth was a crazy one. Jamie, Matt, Jimmy, and I went to Melissa's party. But before we left the boro, Matt and Kristin got in this big ass fight. It was so fucking retarted, Kristin wanted to come to the party but Matt didn't want her to come. But we finally got on the road and got to her house, way out in the...
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I talked to kristen today. She knew i was mad at her. I told her she shouldn't have kept kissing him. She knew what she was doing. I am sure that she knew she was kissing him. I just want to forget about it. That constantly on my mind isn't good for me. But all night i couldn't stop think about her, I hope shit...
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cambria:
im glad you talked to her. i cant forget it, you know that. i hope she does know what she did to me, too.
Music:Soulfly- I Belive.
This new Soulfly album has been putting an impact on me since i have gotten it a few days ago. I have been doing okay, but yesterday i sevearly sprained my ankle.
On a stupid fucking scooter. It is the same ankle i fractured about 4 years ago almost to the date. I thought it was broken at first but after...
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This new Soulfly album has been putting an impact on me since i have gotten it a few days ago. I have been doing okay, but yesterday i sevearly sprained my ankle.
On a stupid fucking scooter. It is the same ankle i fractured about 4 years ago almost to the date. I thought it was broken at first but after... Read More
Clint just fucking left my house with Kristin and didn't say goodbye or that he was leaving. He just fucking dipped out. I hope that ass hole gets stopped by the cops and gets a DUI and distributing to a minor. I can't belive he would do such a thing to me. GODDAMNIT!!!! Well i am gonna lock the fucking door and go to sleep...
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cambria:
dude you and i can make each other happy. complain about our probelms and hug them off. im so fucking sad yo. i finally talked to clint today and my mom went off on me after i got off the phone. she was telling me im being used, maybe i am. and was telling me that the guy that knocked me up doesnt love me and that i shouldnt call him because he doesnt want me. do you think she's right? 
i feel like such a loser.
i feel like such a loser.FUCK CLINT. me him and Kristin were drinking some 40's at my house and him and kristin went outside to "smoke a cig" and i caught him and kristin kissing. what the fuck. that isn't right she was all about me earlier. And what about Matt. I doubt they broke up yet. This is so fucked up i don't know if i can trust either...
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Watching Jackass. haha it's great clint went to the store with jamie to hopefully get some beer. I have been hanging out with Kristen, Clint, Heidi and Jasmine all day. We watched the Door's movie and played some wiffle ball. Sitting here all day sucks but it is better than going to Jamie's house. I have an interview at The Boars Head Inn tomorrow at...
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Oh my god i am so fucking drunk. Clint, Jamie and I were playing beer pong and needless to say me and clint were getting our asses kicked. I am so glad to be back home, and chilling with my old homies again, but so much shit seems to be happening lately. And it always seems to happen as soon as I get back. Fuck...
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cambria:
well its nice to fucking see that im not there for him. i thought i was.....and if he is talking about physically there, he needs to know that its not important because i can give him more support emotionally than he could ever get. its hurts me once again he feels this way...:'(
[Edited on May 01, 2004 11:02AM]
[Edited on May 01, 2004 11:02AM]
Wow life is changing so fast. Everything seems like a blur. I just got off the phone with Kristin. Apparently Matt tried to choke her the other night when they were drunk. And he was like good bye Kristin. That freaked her the fuck out. But they broke up because of all the fighting and arguing that goes on. Both drink way to fucking much...
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