marsrich

she makes me ffel like someone is pulling at my gut and tightening a vise around my chest

I hate people. You try an dbe nice to them, be helpful and they shit on you. i am tired of being the person people call only when they need something, and when my usefulness is through, they throw me to the side. i am tired, and I don't feel like being nice anymore.

My leg hurts. that's all I have today.

So I dropped a genie lift on me friday. It could have been a lot worse than ehat it was. Got a wicked sweet bruise on my leg. I am sore a s all hell. goingto take a picture of the bruise and post it to my pics later. had a boring weekend. I really need to get laid.

went ahead and changed my username. It is what all the people at one of my jobs calls me. same as Spaz, but not that many people call me that anymore.

There is nothing worse than sitting around listening to a bunch of girls talk about other guys and how hot they look. Grant it, they were kind enough to say that my legs are getting cut, but then I ride a bike 15 miles a day. but nice calfs aren't going to get the girls when you still got the buddha belly. I didn't go...
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this morning: 240
going down again

this morning: 244
i need to refigure my lifestyle
work the asian culture festival in Delray this weekend
i don't think i could marry someone with a strong culturaly ethnic background, there would just be to much stuff to learn. the guy i was working with is a white guy who mearried a Puerto Rican, he said he has to learn spanish now because when...
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same as yesterday, don't feel like typing the number
though i did eat a pizza last night and was wearing steel toed boots when i did it.

this morning 243
that sucks

this mornin 240
maybe if i actually ate healthy i would lose more weight

this morning 241
but then i haven't done anything for the last week.
i am so glad to be back at work.
I get to weld this week.