marlboroink

I am so in fuckin love with my special someone. its fuckin ridiculous how in love i am. seriously .... id fuckin die for this girl. she means everything to me.

IM FUCKIN DIVORCED ... well on my way too it ne ways BUT FUCK MY EX WOOO HOOO .... stll i miss getting to see my little girl every day but ill make it work i aint no punk ass daddy who isnt gonna be in his kids life ill do whatever i have to support those kids and not just finnacially im gonna make...
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havent been on in awhile ... well new in life ... im married and i have a 3 year old son now ... well he isnt mine but i love him just the same ... oh and im getting kicked out the army

i was goin to write a blog but everything i came up with was to personal and sounded too whiney ... so guess yeah nothings new

Random quote of the Day: "I did not have sexual relations with that woman" bill clinton aka my fuckin hero

Random thought of the Day : Life is like a box of chocolates, Someone else always eats the good ones.

Today was interesting ... not really , i slept all day at work , seen my therapist, payed a bill, and generally did nothing. blah

okay i will now be posting a random thought every day .... today's random thought ... If you give a man a fish he will eat for a day , if you teach him to fish he will eat for a life time unless you dont give him a fishing pole cus then he is fucked.

well im out ... they reduced my meds to just paxil ... im prob gonna get kicked out the army ... so later

well life has become to difficult for me to handle on my own ... so im goin to an inpatient treatment facility ... i hope this works ... ive been dealin with ptsd from goin to iraq ... and i tried to kill my roommate unknowingly the other night so they say i have to go ... please pray, hope. w/e you believe or dont...
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So i left my computer at my parents last time i went home so havent been on in awhile... just wanted to say i hate fake freinds