markmayhem

well im down on my knees again,
and i pray to the only one,
who has the strength to bear the pain,
to forgive all the things that i have done,
oh girl, lead me into your darkness,
when this world is trying its hardest to leave me un impressed, just one caress, from you and i..

man do i ever feel like a piece of shit. I have been laying in bed for like 2 days trying to get rid of this fucking sickness. I leave tomorrow for the burgh and i have to feel better so i dont get my woman sick. I am so stuffed up, i feel like shooting myself. I have been eating alegra like its fucking candy. And i officially went through 3 rolls of toilet paper cause i havent any tissues. My damn sniffer is broken now. Oh well im going regardless cause it seems like i havent seen nik in like a month.I think thats why my body is do this to me. Im going through some sort of nicole syndrome. Anyways hope my dawg kevy kev is havin a peachy time in london. Its been raining her for like 3 dayz. Fucken weather i swear. It can never make up its mind. Thats the reason im sick..