marimagic

ive been pretty much away from SG for a few weeks
been busy with work and a cousin of mine from miami is visiting so shes been here for over a month now, its great.. but i dont have that much "time" to share with her since im always working and by the time i get home all i want to do is sleep.
uhm on monday i went to a nutricionist since i really really need to put my mind into loosing my extra weight, and ive got a lot of weight to loose and i need to do it before december ends.. but i feel really good with this diet and i really want to believe that i can at least for once in my life have the perfect weight for me, this will make me feel more confortable with myself.. cause the only reason im doing this is for myself, fuck what everyone else thinks..
im getting married in january so this next months i need to produce a lot of money and save most of it.
but im happy, even though i wish things would be better at my house.. but in my heart i hope everything will get better.
haha i think i just wrotte a lot, and no one will read it.
but anywho.. i felt like it.