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Points go to Tarqu1n, for suggesting getting the hell out of the house.

A good circuitous walk through the woods on the Heath, and 1 hour later everything is much better:

Solved: I'm going to do my nudey pics next weekend. I had had the idea that I would do them on my roof, but went up there today and it's just not going...
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addae:
Have fun fishin (or nake boating). Naked boating I know I had some sort of dream about that.
aeleven:
Studyfunhell. Let's see a photo, we could all stand to answer some questions like these once in a while. How are you?
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I have to stop painting myself into a corner. I seem to always be putting up perfect fences around my world, demarcating all sorts of no-go areas.

So right now I'm grappling with all sorts of inferior complexities, when really I'd much rather be throwing my hands in the air and screaming my way along another dip and turn.

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tarqu1n:
I would suggest putting on some sunglasses and heading down to Hyde Park to alleviate those thoughts.

I know what you mean though. I sort of have the same thing from time to time. What gets me out of it is applying my Kendo mindset to everything else in life. Poise, a steely glare, mental sharpness and the thought of myself as an unstoppable force in any and every situation.

surreal
cklarock:
Another door!

Thanks, friend. smile
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How is it that this clement weather can do things to my mind? (Dr Rickets come back! I'm sure you'd have some insight to shed.) Beautiful warmth and sun, a slight breeze, and suddenly I have this intangible feeling of excitement, optimism, good things around every corner. And xmas as a kid, Sydney summers, santa on his way, these all seem to be present in...
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severus:
I really know what you are talking about, people here really, CHANGE alot now when the spring is about to enter our lives again after months of darkness and coldness. Suddenly - it's all good. Everything.
aeleven:
Ouch! Mmm! That smarts and I like it! You make my day.
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saintadatha:
well, you got me.
yup. on most counts there.

except the philosophy student jibe: it's social anthropology actually and, *shhh*, don't tell, but i'm a fake...

(the rule was that of the oft demonstrated failure of long-term monogamy)

g'night m'dear
mrstars:
Hey just thought id say hi while i was here.

also i think im goin to get more ink laid next week so ill get some pics up straight away.

also did you know that theres a place on here for suicide boys!!! i think i might be giving that a go. just need some ideas for my set now, oh and a new camera.
ill let you know if i do a set.
if you got any ideas let me know.

smile kiss
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Release from desire. What a quandry. On one hand it seems to me to be a desirable (ha!) state, to understand that desire is merely a function of the ego, and the ego nothing but an illusion.

I want I want I want. I want answers to all these darn questions.

Actually desire is quite enjoyable, as long as it is fulfilled occasionally. I once...
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complicity:
You could invent a sport.... i'm still working on Indoor Hangliding..... there seems to be a certain resistance to it! wink
the_mekon:
yes i was picking my favourite songs at the weekend that mention california, LA, or SF. i decided my favourite was a hip hop track called 'San Francisco Knights' by People Under the Stairs. an absolute epic which will be put on all the mix CDs that i seem to be promising people..

the weekend was mostly spent at home, but sunday afternoon was back in london and Monkey Chews, and got absolutely ratted. have still managed to walk to and from work everytime so far this week

i really dont know what i want to do. one minute its contemplating teaching english abroad (just for the experience, not because i really want to teach for a career), doing voluntary work in asia, moving back to leicester..i just dunno

marty mcfly was a slacker and..er, look what happened to him..

in other news, the best way to deal with a hangover at work is to think about fruit-related events, i have discovered..
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Release. Is all I want.
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aeleven:
i'm stuck at a desk, pretending to work.
aeleven:
oh lord, the dog inhabiting the office next to mine just thought i was asking for it. whattimeisitthere? are you drunk and in bed? hmm, the best place to be.
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vincet:
bok
aeleven:
where are we? i have been so busy and filled with all kinds of indesicion. what's happening? that little oskar is a jewel. i babysat again the other night, no pics though, my little man slept sound in his crib all night.

i have opted out. i cannot charge my life away with no reprieve in sight. err, maybe i will...

Well I must have been stoned when this whole started,
'Cause I just can't seem to think straight anymore.

Can't figure out where I'm at, maybe Memphis, maybe Mexico.
I think you're swell but I ain't gonna tell you so.
I think you're great but it's late and I'd better go.

Hitchhike to Rhome. Take the Greyhound to Fredericksburg.
Well I'm flat out broke, I've been smoking butts for days.

You say, "Maybe you can stay with me." I say, "Lady, that's a dangerous plan."
You're quite a woman, but I don't wanna be your man.
You're quite a kisser, but listen close and understand.

Take a letter to God. "Dear Sir: I'm dissatisfied.
Well it ain't your fault they keep pouring salt on my heart.

All I need is a brief reprieve. I keep leaving. I ain't gettin' nowhere."
Won't you linger, let me run my fingers through your hair?
Won't you stay? I can't play like I don't care.
I think you're dope, and I hope I'm making myself clear.
I think you're fly and that's why I'm getting out of here.

Well, I must have been stoned.
Good Lord, I wish I'd been stoned.




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lucyfur:
Your tattoos are beautiful!
You can crash my party any time you please.
Some travel for a happy anniversary; some travel for a dying parent. Them's the breaks.
You know the best thing about the full-speed-ahead life? Taking a break.

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sophie:
oh girlie. i love it. it's totally beautiful, the new words on flesh. you're so fuckin' rad.
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Ok Guys and Dolls, I have settled on a location for tomorrow night's shenanigans. I shall be at Filthy McNasty's from 8pm onwards.

I shall be hoping for the pleasant company of tedmaul, rubyrouge, Forkandles, bateman, Stifler... anyone else?

Don't forget your hat!
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tarqu1n:
It is indeed morning. I was expecting the both of you to read your respective missives in the morning though. I am crashing fast so I expect I will see a full report on the new tattoo tomorrow. smile
forkandles:
How are you?
It was good to meet you last night - and a good night.
Next time I aim to get there a little earlier wink
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nick667:
how r u doin
rubyrouge:
So when and where?