@rambo @missy
All these years I've been living with some serious health problems that have effected my weight, my organs, my mental state, my way of life.
Many of you already know my story and have kept up with my health updates and now that Arcadia has been released I can share that hidden forest magic with you all too.
When I was standing there in the cold forest all I could think about was how in a couple of days I would be free from of all of torment my body has put me through. I could feel how free nature was through my toes in the dirt, the wind was cold a cleansing on my body and at peace with the sound of insects and trees.
For me I find nothing more powerful and beautiful than seeing people enjoy my freedom, my life, my happiness with me. When I read everyone's comments it absolutely fills me with joy and pleasure. I love knowing that the positive and heartfelt vibes I send out to you all are then delivered back with love and positivity through your comments, I do wonder how I still am so lucky to have such amazing people around me.
Selecting the name Arcadia was actually a little difficult.
I was so worried I was sharing too much of myself and was trying to think of a fun way to cover up what I was really doing. It wasn't until @atlanticlungs had mentioned Arcadia that I warmed towards it.
We joked for so long about naming Vag-Topia or GAV (vag backwards) but really I'm glad we chose Arcadia as it really truly is that to me.
My favourite thing about Suicide Girls is the opportunity to not only meet amazing people but to be given a platform where you can express yourself through a single image.
We're all on here for different reasons and now you know mine.
Thank you all again 😘 Here is Arcadia.
https://suicidegirls.com/members/marialauriejupiter/album/2338478/arcadia/
