All right, Bitches! Tonight is the night! Tonight I mourn the death of my marriage and celebrate my passing into a new life of essentially being single. Good times ahead and a fuck ton of alcohol. Some good friends will be there to hang out, my gf (the wonderful Miss K who rocks my Socks) and some of the SGSDers. I'm looking forward to meeting...
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Mood - Sour. Very.
Music - Everclear, "Sparkle and Fade". It seems appropriate right now.
I can't summon any positive emotions anymore when I think of her. The joy that used to be there is completely clouded by the spectres of depression and loathing. I don't enjoy her presence in any way and I just stay upset when she's gone. It's lose lose really. I'm...
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Music - Everclear, "Sparkle and Fade". It seems appropriate right now.
I can't summon any positive emotions anymore when I think of her. The joy that used to be there is completely clouded by the spectres of depression and loathing. I don't enjoy her presence in any way and I just stay upset when she's gone. It's lose lose really. I'm...
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niobe:
What a cutie! 
Glad I sent her some hugs.
Yes, that is also what I really enjoy about them. They are a band that is focused on their fans more than themselves. Very refreshing.
Glad I sent her some hugs.
Yes, that is also what I really enjoy about them. They are a band that is focused on their fans more than themselves. Very refreshing.
daversion:
oh shit, don't mess with the marginwalker! (after looking at that mean-ass intimidating profile pic 
) --he gonna beat yo ass holmes
thanks for the, um, luck with the site
hopefully i'll have it up before my deadline, but knowing my track record... 
hope your mood lightens while it may be painful or no fun, it's good to get this stuff off your chest. things will inevitably get better with time.
take it easy and enjoy your weekend
) --he gonna beat yo ass holmes
thanks for the, um, luck with the site
hopefully i'll have it up before my deadline, but knowing my track record...
hope your mood lightens
while it may be painful or no fun, it's good to get this stuff off your chest. things will inevitably get better with time.
take it easy and enjoy your weekend
Mood - Sour. Very.
Music - Everclear, "Sparkle and Fade". It seems appropriate right now.
I can't summon any positive emotions anymore when I think of her. The joy that used to be there is completely clouded by the spectres of depression and loathing. I don't enjoy her presence in any way and I just stay upset when she's gone. It's lose lose really. I'm...
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Music - Everclear, "Sparkle and Fade". It seems appropriate right now.
I can't summon any positive emotions anymore when I think of her. The joy that used to be there is completely clouded by the spectres of depression and loathing. I don't enjoy her presence in any way and I just stay upset when she's gone. It's lose lose really. I'm...
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daddyx:
Have fun then!
mrflickwood:
Good, man, good. No more buying shit you don't need RIGHT NOW!!
Well, it's official. My happy little three year old of a freakshow (aka, my daughter whom I love madly), broke her arm. Snapped the ulna just above the elbow. 
She was at the babysitter's and while the sitter went to get drinks for the kids, she climbed onto,and subsequently fell off, a big plastic play house. Four feet to the ground and *SNAP*. She's a...
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She was at the babysitter's and while the sitter went to get drinks for the kids, she climbed onto,and subsequently fell off, a big plastic play house. Four feet to the ground and *SNAP*. She's a... Read More
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hotcurry:
Aw... I hope she gets better soon.
the_cheat:
Ask her if I can sign her cast. If she says yes, can you put "The Cheat" on there for me? 
She's a real cutie. Hope she gets better soon.
She's a real cutie.
Hope she gets better soon.All right. So I have a new camera. Now I can actually get some pics on here and possibly replace that shitty ass fuzzy as hell profile pic I have. 'Bout time...
It also means I can take pics of the upcoming "Holy Shit, I'm Moving On With My Life" party I'm having. Several of the SGSD crew have pledged to be there so I...
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It also means I can take pics of the upcoming "Holy Shit, I'm Moving On With My Life" party I'm having. Several of the SGSD crew have pledged to be there so I...
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burstandbloom:
sounds like a sweet ass party
but around that time well be having the
"holy shit im moving to New Orleans and i dont even have a job yet" party
so i cant make it
sorry
but around that time well be having the
"holy shit im moving to New Orleans and i dont even have a job yet" party
so i cant make it
sorry
Trying not to let anger and depression suck me in again. My mood has been black all day and L just left for Los Angeles to be with people that rank higher than me in her life. Some of them she's never met in the flesh. So, my esteem is taking a serious beating on the home front.
At least I have my friends and...
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peggy:
Thanks. You know you rock my socks off! 
Well, the funk is beginning. Not the Parliment tyoe, no Bootsy Collins involved. It's the "Fuck... What now..." kind of funk. I'm doing what I can to move on with my self, but to really do tht I think I need to be out of this house. I love my kids and dogs. And I REALLY still love my wife. But the problem is that...
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thejuanupsman:
Wow i just looked at your wife's pic and we have more in common than I ever knew. I dont know if our situations are that similar I think I am just convinced things are going to end, maybe even should end, but I cant be the one to end them. I dont even know if I am unable to because I cant stand to be the one who does the hurting or if I am too selfish to be the one who gets the blame. Anyway I hope it all turns out however you want it to. I wish I actually knew what I wanted. I love her but I havnt liked her for a long time now.
dialysis:
Yeah Chris Cunningham is a visual genius. I recently got a DVD of all his works. I can't get enough of it.
Well, for all those interested, it's been a long run full of fun and hurt, but its over. My wife and I have called it quits. A few of you (shut yer pieholeMrFlickwood) will say "Again? C'Mon, dude, we heard this before". But, this time, its for real. I broke it to her today and said I can't handle all of it. We...
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missfire:
Nope floating. And today SUCKED, everythings broken and by the time you get here don't worry, I will have killed all but my three diamonds among the shitbags. And Chief. I like him, too. But Charlie Oscar still loves me and wants me as CICWO. Which is one of the only reasons I don't commit hara kiri. That and I can't figure out where to do it. And Sam. Otherwise, look out world...here's guts! And I'm not MrFlickwood so I can talk, you'd better be for real this time. But Jas says you're better. And I'm glad. Because I love you, man!
barbie666:
Sorry to hear that. Hope all goes well with you in the end.
Well, my dad is home. For those of you who don't know, my pops took a pretty rough spill. He and a neighbor were hauling on lines tied to a tree my brother was sawing through. Well, the tree's fall was controlled, but apparently my father's wasn't. Broke is shin in 2 places and his ankle in 2 place as well. So, 2 plates and...
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kestrel:
Thank you! I did enjoy it. Very much.
I did enjoy it. Very much.
magni:
Wow..I made C sound really good. But I am also really good to my girls. I've learned the hard way. So always.
Its a new new life for me, about me.
Its a new new life for me, about me.
Well, mixed bag this weekend. Had a good time at the San Diego Comic Con, aka, The World's Largest Gathering of People That Will Never Get Laid Without Money Changing Hands. Yes, there were many cool people there, but whoa! The dork factor ran deep! I love people watching...
Anyway. L and I had a seriously up and down weekend, not that bad, but not...
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Anyway. L and I had a seriously up and down weekend, not that bad, but not...
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32oneimthebomb:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, bro! And very best of fortune in the relationship!
hotcurry:
I was so sad when I went. There were only like 4 casinos. I thought the place would be a lot more happening. And full of really young kids to boot. 
happy mourning. hehe