marcu_s

sooo... school's back in schwing again, my profs are cool, starting to see a lot of familiar faces in the upper-level courses...

...including lindsay. ~swoon~ she's tall, she's a brunette, she's got curves, she used to be a collegiate athlete... i've been through all this before.

lindsay's been in at least one class with me every quarter for about a year now... she graduates in septemeber... so if i want to pull my shit together and ask her to hang out i have to pull my shit together quick. we've been study-buddies before, but i've just never seemed to get the vibe that she's interested... today after class i walked her to her car and we had some pretty decent convo. i always worry that if i get the cold shoulder from her it will make going to class weird, i guess i should just invite her to hang out sometime and stop overthinking everything like i always do. just sucks that the last time i made an honest effort to ask a woman out she decided to completely fuck me over. being gunshy sucks.

my mind, as usual, is being my enemy. i should listen to my penis more often. yay for peen.