marauder

I haven't updated here in...a while. Things have just been ridiculous and now I'm running on a night of no sleep and just high irritation at all of those around me.
I'm sick of little emo girls and their "psuedo lesbian", "I'm mature because I have sex and use big words", "And I wear rainbows which must mean I'm open minded" attitude. I'm highly irritated with people who believe that in order to be an individual you have to actually act a part when it's nothing of that sort, because there never was and never will be any such thing as individuality, we are all part of a crowd, it's just a matter of which one you choose to follow.
I am so bitchy and ranty I just feel like being a cunt to the first person who looks at me wrong, I want to smack the shit out of everyone who looks at me wrong.
I REALLY need sleep, like...bad sleep...but I can't fucking sleep worth a damn and I'll be lucky if I can get 2 damn hours at this point.
Dogs are fed, been out, cats fed, came in...
Already pissed off at the world and it's not even 8:30 a.m. yet...what the hell is my problem?

I'm really sick of guys who act like SG is disgusting because it's naked girls with tattoos and than they go masturbate in the corner with a magazine of 2 fake breasted blonde chicks getting rammed in the ass by some guy with an impossibly large dick...
and somehow that's suppose to be sexier than nude modeling?
Damn.
I'm being a hypocrite.
It's not that I think those women are ugly
I just don't think that's tasteful...
honestly....it just weirds me out to think guys would rather masturbate to that than women who actually look real.
But than again...
Men were never a breed that made a damn worth of sense...


Okay, I've typed this out and managed to not make any sense...It's time for a sleeping pill and a pillow over the head for the next 2 hours...

I still have to make it through the day without killing anyone.

xo
Marauder