so the boyfriend and I were trying to buy this really cute little house and we were going to lease to own it until our credit was good enough to get a loan. We've been doing everything possible for the past 2 weeks to do this, and I get an email from the guy today saying we have TOO MANY ANIMALS for him to rent...
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I think I'm finally coming to terms with reality and figuring myself out. It's nice to try to work through my copious amounts of problems with humanity. I never truly realized how many insecurities I have in myself and in people, It's good to finally realize it so I can try to fix it and move on.
<3 Marauder
<3 Marauder
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fancyd:
HAha, you're quote made me laugh!
This past week was insanely long, and it kind of includes today in some manners. I think I just need to go to sleep for a long time, ha.
Anyways, I've gotten even closer to one of my friends lately, we've been hanging out constantly. It's tons of fun but I feel like there is this insane amount of sexual tension, which wouldn't be a...
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Anyways, I've gotten even closer to one of my friends lately, we've been hanging out constantly. It's tons of fun but I feel like there is this insane amount of sexual tension, which wouldn't be a...
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Used to have this best friend in Australia named Stevie, she was my favorite person in the world and meant everything to me. Then, we both got busy and stopped talking for a few years, but I always thought about her every day, and then tonight I was randomly online at an unworldly hour, and pow! she pops online. So I have spent the last...
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tactical:
thats great
missdisfigured:
I love when things like that happen. 
I've been really thinking about planning another shoot as soon as I find the time to do so. I'm not really sure if I want to work with my regular photographers though. I love them to death, but I want to try someone and something new. Maybe we a photographer who wants to have an opinion in the set, i love opinions, but i hate...
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So I was downtown hanging out with some friends last night when I saw this chick, Hannah, who I used to be best friends with and assumed we were still on good terms, but she was with some people I hadn't seen before and when she saw me, she hid like she didn't want me to say hey to her in front of her 'friends'....
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tetrisbrokeme:
harsh! but who needs friends like that, right? i was gonna offer to be your friend, but then i saw
preferably ones who don't want to fuck me
xx
marauder:
haha we can still be friends ;] just be subtle about it =P
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So, my computer had a major malfunction and shut down for good, and I just got a new one today, so it's definitely time to start updating again =]
Anyways,
I'm thinking about doing another set to try and submit this summer, I just need to find the time and a possible theme for it because I'm not really sure what I'm doing at this...
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Anyways,
I'm thinking about doing another set to try and submit this summer, I just need to find the time and a possible theme for it because I'm not really sure what I'm doing at this...
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azurejunction:
I don't know why, but I just thought of the name "Faze" for the boy chinchilla.
So, naturally, I am totally horrible at keeping any and everything up to date, most definitely internet things. I'm still working on my zine, it's just taking longer than expected since I am always busy. I work five days a week and babysit the other two, so I'm pretty tired and drained for the most part.
I decided to go on a health food diet...
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I decided to go on a health food diet...
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So a few years ago I started doing a zine called Pretty on the Inside, than about 2 years ago I stopped working on it because I didn't have the time to really put into it to keep it going. Now that I have the time, I think I'm going to start it back up again because I always really loved doing it and getting...
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katniss:
i've never gotten off my lazy tush and started printing my own zine the way i want to. sighhh. but i may very well jump on board with yours. when did you think you'll need all the submissions in by, lovely?
marauder:
I think probably by about February 15th would be a good day to get the submissions in, that way I can start putting it all together on the 16th which wont take very long to do. Of course if its late it's not a big deal, because I do every page individually, so it won't throw it off or anything
Thanks love =]
xoxoxo
Thanks love =]
xoxoxo
So I finally got a new cell phone after cutting mine off quite a few months ago, wow...people can actually hunt me down now ha.
Things have been good, I'm completely exhausted, I haven't had a day off from work in forever and I am so ready to just lay down a sleep for a whole day at this point, at least my pay check...
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Things have been good, I'm completely exhausted, I haven't had a day off from work in forever and I am so ready to just lay down a sleep for a whole day at this point, at least my pay check...
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danger2myself:
and i'll supply the chips and dip
I haven't updated here in...a while. Things have just been ridiculous and now I'm running on a night of no sleep and just high irritation at all of those around me.
I'm sick of little emo girls and their "psuedo lesbian", "I'm mature because I have sex and use big words", "And I wear rainbows which must mean I'm open minded" attitude. I'm highly irritated...
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I'm sick of little emo girls and their "psuedo lesbian", "I'm mature because I have sex and use big words", "And I wear rainbows which must mean I'm open minded" attitude. I'm highly irritated...
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danger2myself:
drinking....lots of booze...generally makes life better....ok...most of the time....but at least you'll sleep...
so it's times like these i love having an SG account and no one else i know does.
I've realized that i've slightly reverted back to that geeky high school stage of developing crushes which isnt really a good thing when you're in a serious relationship so i'm glad i have somewhere to empty my mind where i wont have to worry about people who...
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I've realized that i've slightly reverted back to that geeky high school stage of developing crushes which isnt really a good thing when you're in a serious relationship so i'm glad i have somewhere to empty my mind where i wont have to worry about people who...
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geekygoo:
Dear,
I dont know everything but..I am older than you. So Im going to ramble on a bit like those old geezers do.
I once heard that there are three kinds of love, three stages if you will. I saw this on PBS, so it must be true.
There is the first stage; early infatuation / walking on air / geez your ass looks great kind of love. This is the love / lust at first sight kind of thing.
Then there is a middle stage; which I forget anything about. (Hey, give me a break, Im older than you and sometimes when you get older, your memory starts to go!)
Then there is the last stage of love. This stage, as it is the last one, can run the gambit. Its everything from crying at your wedding, to lets make a baby, to the feelings your grandparents had when they looked at each other in the eyes.
With this last stage of love, you have to make an important realization. You can still find each other attractive and have wild monkey sex. One would figure that this holds true more for the newly married couple than the grandparents. But you arent going to have that kind of sexy awkward tension, not like when you were still in that first stage of love.
Basically, you have to make a trade-off. The animal attraction fades but you get something better in return. But they said that you have more than one stage at a time. If your relationship survives long enough, it moves towards the last stage eventually. I guess you cant get sick around each other or share a bathroom with someone and stay at that first stage of love. You can have fun but its a different kind of fun.
So to cut it short or shorter anyway. Yes it is normal, what is happening to you. But if you really love your man, you got to nip this shit in the bud. (Borrowing a phrase from my man there. And by the way, he was 20 when we first met. He was 20 and I was 7 years older!) You know that you are a very, very pretty lady and that you are going to have men falling all over for you for decades to come. (Hell, you might have some girls falling over you too.) There is probably nothing at all special about this new guy, hes just new. There will always be a new guy. Each new guy means asking if your man that you have now is still worth being with.
Its your decision and only yours alone. But I think that its a decision worth making, you owe your current guy that at least. One guy at a time, you know? Its the only decent thing to do.
Oh and have a very Happy New Year!!
I dont know everything but..I am older than you. So Im going to ramble on a bit like those old geezers do.
I once heard that there are three kinds of love, three stages if you will. I saw this on PBS, so it must be true.
There is the first stage; early infatuation / walking on air / geez your ass looks great kind of love. This is the love / lust at first sight kind of thing.
Then there is a middle stage; which I forget anything about. (Hey, give me a break, Im older than you and sometimes when you get older, your memory starts to go!)
Then there is the last stage of love. This stage, as it is the last one, can run the gambit. Its everything from crying at your wedding, to lets make a baby, to the feelings your grandparents had when they looked at each other in the eyes.
With this last stage of love, you have to make an important realization. You can still find each other attractive and have wild monkey sex. One would figure that this holds true more for the newly married couple than the grandparents. But you arent going to have that kind of sexy awkward tension, not like when you were still in that first stage of love.
Basically, you have to make a trade-off. The animal attraction fades but you get something better in return. But they said that you have more than one stage at a time. If your relationship survives long enough, it moves towards the last stage eventually. I guess you cant get sick around each other or share a bathroom with someone and stay at that first stage of love. You can have fun but its a different kind of fun.
So to cut it short or shorter anyway. Yes it is normal, what is happening to you. But if you really love your man, you got to nip this shit in the bud. (Borrowing a phrase from my man there. And by the way, he was 20 when we first met. He was 20 and I was 7 years older!) You know that you are a very, very pretty lady and that you are going to have men falling all over for you for decades to come. (Hell, you might have some girls falling over you too.) There is probably nothing at all special about this new guy, hes just new. There will always be a new guy. Each new guy means asking if your man that you have now is still worth being with.
Its your decision and only yours alone. But I think that its a decision worth making, you owe your current guy that at least. One guy at a time, you know? Its the only decent thing to do.
Oh and have a very Happy New Year!!
marauder:
Hey there,
Thank you very much for your words of wisdom =] and I'm glad I kept to my general "stand offish" routine with any person who hits on me and got to know this guy better before even really considering "dating others", because he turned out to be just one of your good ol' fashion regular jackasses lol..I draw them in like metal to a magnet ha,
Anyways,
Thank you very much and I hope you have a happy new year as well.
Thank you very much for your words of wisdom =] and I'm glad I kept to my general "stand offish" routine with any person who hits on me and got to know this guy better before even really considering "dating others", because he turned out to be just one of your good ol' fashion regular jackasses lol..I draw them in like metal to a magnet ha,
Anyways,
Thank you very much and I hope you have a happy new year as well.