manslament

Not sure why I always wait so long to post.

Anyways, I went to my first gay bar last night, it was much fun. It's called Paradise Club, if you'd know. I danced all night with one of my best friends, she got wasted and I had one drink. I didn't have to worry about getting hit on by sleazy guys, it was great!!! But today i'm so sore, my abs and legs especially. I am incredibly out of shape ...Haha.

Today I went to see Twilight for the fourth time, I took my mom and sisters with me. They loved it of course... I mean what's not to love?! I really want an Edward!!! I would really appreciate someone to woo me instead of the other way around, but maybe I do this to myself... someone to protect me and care about me... then again there is that second book where HE LEAVES HER! But I won't spoil it for those who haven't read the books.

In conclution, I am in a relationship where the closest thing to romance that I get is going to a gay bar with my best friend. Sigh... c'est la vie.

Fuck it, I make myown romance!!! I will be myown knight in shining armor!