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Geof asked me out.. and it was like a scene from a movie.. shooting stars and all. INXS. They will never tear us apart.

In other news which is not so good. I lost my friend Grant to an epileptic attack. Im shattered. I dont like to bring him up.. but people can tell im not right.. It's hard.. i dont want to pretend like he never existed.

Melbourne sooner than later now.

Darling stop confusing me
With your wishful thinking
Hopeful embraces
Don't you understand?
I have to go through this
I belong to here where
No-one cares and no-one loves
No light no air to live in
A place called hate
The city of fear
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
And the hurt stops
It's sometimes just like sleeping
Curling up inside my private tortures
I nestle into pain
Hug suffering
caress every ache
I play dead,
It stops the hurting