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Ive been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand,
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
These sensations barely interest me for another day,
Ive got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.

Its getting faster, moving faster now, its getting out of hand,
On the tenth floor, down the back stairs, its...
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lostjohny:
is it bad that i was humming the tune as i was reading it?
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Life Cycles

she realized
she wasn't one
of life's winners
when she wasn't sure
life to her was some dark
dirty secret that
like some unwanted child
too late for an abortion
was to be borne
alone

she had so many private habits
she would masturbate sometimes
she always picked her nose when upset
she liked to sit with silence
in the dark
sadness is...
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things that make me happy right now

the little heart that pops up on my phone.
going the long way home.
being alone.
Scrubs.
PBR tall boys.
2 more days til pay day.

this song is just as beautiful as the first time i heard it 3 years ago.





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mad
schiavona:
**poke poke**

Whassamatter??

kiss kiss
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i heard local musician/photographer Lee Neitzel on 106.5's program '90 minutes' where they play music from around here and i really liked this song(which you can hear on his site):

Run

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

the damage done is enough to punch you in the mouth and keep you out
the game is all youve known and now youre looking for someone to bail you...
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i have a favor to ask you all. please just leave me alone for awhile. i've been goign through a lot of shit and i don't have anyone i can talk to about it, so i'd rather not have people who don't understand making it worse. to some of you it's not your fault that you can't help, to others you could have at least...
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i made a promise to myself to never let anyone stay in my life if they were like my ex.
steveneurotic:
You're such a damn drama queen. bok

P.S. One journal entry is sufficient for one day.
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if i were to start exercising, i would be able to eat whatever i wanted. for some reason i just "got" that right now as i'm eating my breakfast which isn't all that big.

i eat just fine i think. i just don't use it so it stays in my body.

i think i'm gonna buy some rollerblades the paycheck after next. i love doing...
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lostjohny:
diet? what's that?....the word too closely resembles die. and i try not to do that either.
sadista:
Not me thanks. I was pretty good on the old-timey rollerskates when I was a kid, but horrific on ice-skates due to weak ankles, which I suppose would be like rollerblades. Marksy would probably love to, if he ever had time between his 40 jobs to do it in. frown
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email your answers to me. don't leave them in a comment.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do...
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