Yeah I got home at four. Little detour with a couple stripper friends. That last dance was good, reminded me of times I needed to be reminded of. We should totally rule this next one with the the pony gear. (Yeah I got some...)
well i just got my first(non-parking) ticket. so yes that also means it's the first time i've been pulled over. so what happened?
well apaprently when i let my car insurance lapse a few months back, they reported it to the DMV, thus making so when someone looks up my plate, it shows i have no insurance. well i DO have insurance, and i could... Read More
i've had a lot of thoughts and feelings for awhile now that have been affecting be greatly. none of them last for more than a day though. it seems as if every time i go to sleep the day was erased and when i wake up i start a new day. but each day's events are the same, the... Read More
So on Thursday Bret(the current roommate/landlord of the place I'm moving out of) will be helping me move my stuff. I'm renting a pick-up from Home Depot(which is a lot cheaper than U-Haul and the like). He also gave me some tape to use on my boxes, and he gave me a parting gift; I'll just say it's green and I also got something to... Read More
Jared Leto is so TINY in person! I could have picked him up and thrown him over my shoulder! Don't mean to rub it in but I'm happy! Really a great concert, even with the moshing bruises I sustained.
i keep having dreams i am pregnant(had another last night). my dreams are always very detailed, like alternate realities. so it's been affecting me emotionally when i wake.<edit> generally these dreams symbolize a new phase or creativity that is growing in one's life, however i don't think what it's symbolizing is far off frome what the symbol is</edit>
seeing children during the day(the smaller, non... Read More
We are all animals, and most of us are programmed with a biological drive to reproduce. You know, the thing that makes people want babies of their own after seeing or holding a cute, chubby, sweet-smelling baby that isn't screaming. I think yours is just now kicking in maybe.
You are too young to have kids yet, but at the same time you can't wait forever. It will never be "the right time" to have a baby. There will always be some goal you want to reach, or something you have to pay for, etc. etc. You will never be living under perfect conditions, and of course once you do have a kid those conditions will become a lot more imperfect.
Hmm... I think you're too young to have that urge to have a child. But I don't know you that well. I'm crazy, but maybe just nurturing a pet first will help. Just because it's not as cool to bring babies to SG parties (adults only). And that would be a bummer not seeing you again....
if there is any chance someone with a truck could help me move my larger items next Thursday i'd be so happy. i can pay for gas, and it should only take one trip.
The items i have to move:
a 4 ft(i'm guessing) wide desk,
a small bookskelf thats about 4.5 feet tall,
a twin sized matress,
and i have other things that would... Read More
okay so i found a place to live. it's 10 minutes outside Lake Wylie in southwest Charlotte. the house is two stories, 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, front and back yards, good sized kitchen, garage, and it's a whole hell of a lot nicer than the place i'm at now. The room i'm in is $450 a month including utilities, which is $100 more than what... Read More
Here she comes spreading like disease she turns the hearts of men
Like a child blinded and naive I follow her again
Light a fire burn it bright to see beneath her perfect skin In her eyes there lies a beast destroys me from within
Burn me beat me stab me kill me take my heart and send it out to sea, leave me stranded... Read More
Yeah I got home at four. Little detour with a couple stripper friends. That last dance was good, reminded me of times I needed to be reminded of. We should totally rule this next one with the the pony gear. (Yeah I got some...) 
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And anytime you want me to pretend to be your boyfriend again to discourage the creepy ones, I'm ready!
Hope you did get some sleep after all.