mamabunny

Sweet Baby Dies


dreaming right now
of a stab to the heart
no worse than your silence signal
could be
no worse than your goodbye smile
unforgiving sweet thing
unforviging circles, and swirls of time wasted best.
in the making.
always thought you had the best colors
when they showed you on the superficial lightening screen
Blue radiates when Desire dies.
no less, my heart dying. my heart sweating
my heart not beating and blood flowing out and in and out of silent
horrible signal screams.

Float.
They love to love me.
They love to hate me.
They love to pretend on staircases down.

stab --
right ---------------------heart



When things are good, they are so intense.
how i feel it. only wish you knew
in breath
in stealth
in dream th
deep. hovering. random it may seem, oh. but
no..
pomagranite shape
i dig
reach
and these things
these flourescent amber ways
these maroon nightly visits
leave me alone sad sad world.

i refuse baby
and i refuse your lifeforce..
Its a money driven world
i'll make sure you never see it
never contribute to
never surrender to
never aspire to change
it.

.Masha.