mamabunny

...y creo que se amo.....

i have this card
st.anthony
saint of miracles
locator of worldy things
material things &
people lost.
how odd it seems
to be recieved from my
mother.
those issues
a thousand im sorries
such a mess a messs
so

i help myself out
even more~~~~~soooo
ooooo
by kissing this semi-stranger
bronzed shoulderful-of-youth
not so much younger than i.

we had one of those nights.....
those nights
blurs of colors and lights
and kisses
hips
and
lips
~her breasts.

slept in
held in
those dream like frames
and then morning came in

and
we
were still awake inside her.

this is bittersweet-at-its-best
more bitter
than sweet
and then she leaves,
with a door shutting
on the back of the wind.

my capricorn is running....
always away from herself.
life lessons
life lessons
the things i have taught her

i know she will remember
whats she's always known
shes said it herself,
"i feel, therefore i am."