mallory

Brrrrr!!! its soo cold outside!! last night i went to bed at 8pm.. and i woke up at 7am this morning.. i collaged for a few hours.. then i made my way to the post office.. is so cold that all the puddles inbetween the sidewalk and the street are frozen... and even though i was wearing gloves.. my fingers were still frigid.. after i went to the post office i decided to go to the grocery store.. when i got home i baked tuna casserole.. and later on im going to bake peanut m&m cookies.. i hope they turn out ok.. even though my oven is testy..

i decided a long time ago that daytime tv is the worst ever.. and now id like to say it again.. IT BLOWS.. not that tv at any moment is good.. except if you have cable and all those history and discovery channels.. (amazing).. i rely on NJN (my best friend taught me to call it nopple jopple newcopple.. and i say that whenever given the chance) and WHYY .. for those of you not in this area.. its public television..

i hate feeling lonely.. im trying my best to stay busy so i dont think about it.. but sometimes it seems like i cant avoid it..




i have this song in my head:

So we'll just be
the greatest couple that never were
-and I won't think we
stand a chance if we never did.
If you've never been mine,
then I guess I can't be losing you
so everything's all right
your heart's not breaking,
and I don't feel as I do.
I know you're suffering
I put trouble where there wasn't any.
I know what I've done;
You know I take your words
for use as ammunition.
But I do it because
I'm scared and searching for ways that lead to you.
And I do it because
we're in love and it's obvious.
It's the rest of our lives
that's all you're making a difference to.
And it's the rest of our lives
I watch unfolding when I know I shouldn't do